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2010-05-31T01:24:00.000-07:00

gotten my mood back , LOLS ! like tibe`tibe gituk . haha

anyway , previous post i felt down kan ? now i felt hyper gituk (:
Happy birthday to you , you were born in a zoo
like the monkey and the giraffe , and you look like one too

kimak , ally nyanyi tak ikhlas XDD hahaha , sayang riska
still remember siak , i was hearing song kat mrt , summore its full sound
then riska got unplug my earpiece from my phone , mampos ahh
my phone pehy laqu blei dengar kuat`kuat . then nyonya depan kiteoranq
kasi kite muke cb , kite ape lagi . irritate die lagi uhhc (:
hhahaha , )': tmrw riska going indonesia sehh . tkp
kau tgk handphone kau peh gmbr dgn aku , nnti kau ingt aku . chey bayang jaoh -. -"

2010-05-31T00:07:00.001-07:00

hello )': *crying*
I dont know till when i can hold this feelings
..

hais , anyway today is my kwn birthday , bbygirlku ..
riska . heh , da kakak`kakak lahh awak nieyh ..
sorry for the mood im having now , i really cant hold it much longer ):

2010-05-30T06:34:00.001-07:00

mayb im not truthful , mayb im am
mayb im loving him too much , mayb im not
mayb we not suit to be together , maybe we are

well , how long should i wait ? until my birthday ? )':
i had enough of crying , i had enough of miserable
and yea , i had enough of bullshits comment on you
i dont know whye but i guess i shall stop loving you , but
i just cant . 3 months and counting , i shall wait ):

my feelings for you is just too strong for me to handle myself
is not my intention for leaving you
is not my intention to hurt you deeply .
i know , 100110 will be back and yea 120310 will be back too )':

2010-05-30T02:02:00.001-07:00

i hate seeing my brother get hurts by someone he loves .
if you , the girl reading this , dont bother to tell my abg
care enough to takecare of his feelings ?
you are very lucky , my abg takecare of your heart and what u did
just wanting to leave him , put tears on his face ?
dont you have feelings ? have a sympathy for him lah .

2010-05-29T21:29:00.001-07:00

To______ : i've read your blog already ,
this what you wrote
I know we're nothing already ah because I used to hid things from you but I sumpah don't like the way you blog.
I understand you want to get some attention and be like some popular bloggers, well you know, but tak perlu fanatic pe.
Sometimes I find your stories fake but if anyone get offended with what I'm saying, then sorry because I didn't meant to.
I just find this particular girl very irritating and bitchy. I say this because I know her but it's okay, I shall let it go since me and her are nothing.

well , i guess its me then ? since she tagged my blog and its linked stories .
Yalah , if you dont like the way i blog , then whye should you hid those things from me ?
if you have told me earlier , then i okay already u noe , but now then u tell , sape tak mrh ?
Me ? get attention , sorry its really not me . im not attention seeker , well
i dont make my stories *upsidedown* to be a popular blogger or people to believe me
Its just me babe , its just me . i dont ask people to read my blog , i dont make my stories like one kind of fanatical .
Sometimes you find my stories fake ? ohh, ask my friend who been with me all the time babe , ask them .
what for i make my stories fake ? why should i ?
well , irritating ? hahaha , yearp i noe i am (: even my siblings say so babe , bitchy ? well yearp ,
i admit that im very irritating and bitchy , thank you for the comment , i appreciate it . no seriously
i really appreciate that you wrote the truth down , unlike other peoples (: thanks

hello , miss me miss me ? hahaha (:
ysterday was such a tiring day for me and riri , betol tak babe ?
met riri at 9.30 and walk to chinese garden , trained to Pasir Ris
Saw this auntie , kimak kening sungguh tak perlu seh . overpower of the kening , kay mepek
then i accidentally hit this auntie ah , kiwak da ckp sorry maseh nak kasi muke cb die ? tkp`tkp , ally sabar jehhr (:
hahaa , since its hot out there , we took the bus and sampai there went inside and walkwalk
played some games and jyeah i can play go-cart but the thing is they said this the last time i can play , LOLS !
hahaha , see lah . im short also i can step both pedal seh , then one of them hand signal riri that im short , alehmak u ! hahahah
cute lah dorg sume , kasi aku ktawe . me and riri full drive , overtake the people there . hahaha ! inqt tak riri bile aku drive , tros aku pekik
" CEPAT LAH !" then you tak dgr , LOLS ! then play pirate ship , we sat there again and feeling nak muntah . so i sat down at pathway there to cool off
then went to family train/ride . fuh , nice experience , since in the ride only got budak budak kecik unlike me and riska - . -"
when naek , bile nak dekat turon , i shouted " FINAL DESTINATION" and swear its funny , then got children there shoutshout
cause you see , we are like filming in the final destionation with people screaming , thats why i shouted final destination
play some more , went to toilet took some pichas . then went off at 4 . trained to city hall , went peni . atfirst , sesat seh . but riri naseb ingt tempat tu
then went off to buy the bag , me and riri jiwer . went to toilet to put our things in the bag , atfirst susah jugak , and process goes . haha
trained to chinese garden and camwhored there. at first got this bangla , tgk me and riri up down seh , then went up as if he want wait us up there.
so we hid at the side and the bangla search us , at the window . i said to riri i got a bad feelings if we go up , its either we got robbed or something
im not being racist lah but the bangla tgk us semacam and somemore he searched us at the window , sape tak takot ?
off to blakang poly at 6.30 , slacked till 8 gituk , first`first saw iriah but i dont know mcm takot gituk je nak jumpe die so i went off to playground and slacked
went home , mummy memekak je . off to sleep with my clothings since i VERYVERY tired , mummy woke me up and ask me to bath
alehmak , spoil lah . haha went to bath and watch incredible tales and off to sleep .

pictures insyaallah will be uploaded soon

2010-05-28T07:38:00.000-07:00

HELLO ! hahaha , just now was in bed with bby and mummy while raining heavily with thunder .
oh my , i was sleeping near the wall can feel the shake`shake when thunder . oh my , was so scared , hear songs then felt asleep .
bangon aleyq , bby ah kejot . swit tol , summore kasi kiss kat cheek ! ahahaha , winkwink siol
cant wait for tmrw , will be heading to escape and then off to town and off to home (: target want reach home before 10
well , what to say kan ? i wont waste my time spending arnd lepaking at night , cause i know tmrw will be a great day (:
hmm , well tadi raining semacam , korq tak prasan ke ? masyaallah , angin die fuhlemak , mcm karate gitukgituk XD.

well , im quite happy that dania and me skrq da mcm close`close gituk lohh (: hhaha , slalu nye , nmpk each other stepping tk nmpk
but now , i call " dania ! " she replies and come to me , hahah sayanq kao ! well , my friendship with bbyqirls semaken rapat dan erat , LOLS
except for one or two gituk je , itu pon i stay away from them . they dont deserve my best babe , rampas mataey oranq ? gossip blakanq`blakanq kiteorq ?

masyaallah , geram sial nqn kakak aku . i go to her closet ah , py amek baju`baju die tak blei muat
kiwak . die amek baleyq . skirt pendek pon py amek , bouche tol ! beh die ckp pinjam not take- . -
kiwak , u take back mcm u can wear , pidah . baju maseh lawa seh . sume cottonon ):

2010-05-27T07:56:00.000-07:00

hello ! well somebody commented on my tagboard .

No lah , i play smoothly lah (: thank you anyway ; i ended this friendship ,why bother taq at my bloq ? you dont deserve my respect , 0nly your sisters do ahkeh ?

hello , once aqain . haha ! trained to Bedok and i swear i was standing for the whole trip = , =
hahah well , i started to miss my bbyboo again and im swearing shitzxc i been crying from last two month till now at night and even at school
schoolmates witness it themselve ):
iriah , mane kau peqy ? no seriously , i cry`cry`cry masyaallah , sumtimes body felt weak and can faint anytime ,
im strong infront of everyone i face , they dont know how my life goes on
i need iriah like how i need books to study , air to breathe ): bby , come back soon
well , no mood for now . what i know , bby will come back soon , no regret . 100110 will come back ):

hairi bin edi , aku takkan lepaskan kau .

2010-05-26T03:36:00.000-07:00

masyaallah , im having moodswing and its not nice taw . i throw tantrums to my mom and i regret . LOLS , ishk saket sia hati . kalaw birthday aku jugak , 7 th july tak dpt jumpe IRIAH , phm2 ah ?
sumpah siol , aku nanges sengket . bbyqirls are planning something for me , huhu^^
i wont elaborate anything , except for school ahkeh ?
was quite pissed off with somebody , and yea the cher suroh kite brambos dari hall , upper sec sume tqk2 , aku tknk angkat paisay siaa !
skipskip , was art and i spend my time shouting to the cher " i give u next week , EH NO ! next month "
we supposed to do one artwork but i prefer spending my time lying down , crying ..
Too many tears , py kat bag amek tissue . ina spotted im crying heh , she say
" ape ni nanqes2 " hahahah , obvious lah kan pahsal iriah ? tak pernah sunqqoh aku nanqeskan untok lelaki gituk macam` and went back to form class and received our results and u noe what?
i cant believe that my results gituk mcm , but a yay ah ? i got 14/40 position in class .
alehmak , sikeyt je siol dpt 10 - . -" da la , i really have no mood .
i prefer spending my time crying , bye . insyaallah will upload pics

2010-05-25T06:25:00.001-07:00

please , *twist finger tmrw will be getting my report book and conincidentally mummy asked , i said " dontknow" LOLS !
hahahaha , see my results can faint sehh especially english , ysterday cher like ask we to sign our name to conferm our marks ,
my marks quite okay lah keh ? cannot play`play anymore )':
went to school with ina since i called herna and she didnt picked up / either i called the wrong number ? LOLS ! her number confusing .
went to school , ahbq kat depan . i bohlayan ,i walk alone till sampai ina , hahahhaa still i love my ahbq lah kan ? <333 (: u noe i noe
Sampai school , We are DM eyes target .. he was like always looking at me and ina , then i whispered to ina " da`da diam , dm tgh target ni "
so just shutup and acting innocent till the DM is gone , woow ! shiok , LOLS ..
Sat in hall pahsal got the assembly about the kindness movement eh ? NT are really killing my lungs off , their jokes masyaallah` HAHAHA
went for home econ and swear its bore , ina too . kept complaining " alaa cepat lahh !!! " and soon i get irritated , hahahha !
went to canteen and drank grape , ohhh my fav <3 and aftr that kena assembly at hall , first`first got smoking , apetahh bnde ?
then went to the toilet , i was looking straight and look tepi for awhile since there are some girls and i try to offered a smile and they didnt seem to notice , i just shoo away
in the toilet , ina told me dorg commented something about my shoe <3 thanks for being so caring , sarcastic ah aku ^^ i was wearing black high dunk shoes
one of the girl says " lawa kasot , makbapak kau peyh skolah peh ? " LOLS ! hahaha , its not my makbapak school anyway , and its isnt yours too , betol tak ?
i dont know why people this day so caring , i like` i like . ahahaha was abit pissed`off , dont think lower sec senang`senang blei kene bullied siol , serious speaking
i need to repeat this all this time when i get in a fight or a friend fight , but thats was january`february right girls ? now we okay already .
was glad that dania and me okaye` already horhhh , atiqah kelip mate kat aku . oh my oh my , mentel seh winkwink* hahahhaa !
went back and mr ali , that *insertword teacher was there waiting for me , irah , ina , dania to get back to the hall and irah seems to dance , i was laughing !
hahahahahhahaha` , and the next assembly was about the fire thingy and trust me only few of them participate , kesian org tu kat atas stage ..
aftr that , gotten a form and need to do it , i took down note about the time been given and express kene kutok siol - . -"
HAHAHAHHAHAHAA , DM ah , she says " you know what express means or not ? you need to be fast than the rest "
cause they are slowest among all , NT , NA sume da kasi cume doranq belom . i dont know but it seems that the form says above " 20 mins given .... "
something like that and cher gave us at like 12 .55 ? 1 , like that ah , then they want to collect at 1.05pm . ahhaaha !
so went walking to class and did our own stuffs and aftr that was IT . went out of class , everybody went to the canteen and slacked there
LOLS ! sat there and took videos of what we doing , i dont knw i got recorder in my handphone and i kept using video to record the voice .
went back home like about 3 plus and luckily i came home , cause fuhua peyh budak going around the block to collect newspaper (?)
and i was looking through the door hole, doranq bayek seh angkat newspaper and some of them played catching , hahha
saw some of my friends and didnt bother to say hello to them , i sombong lah . LOLS ! nono , im not (:
then went open my uniform , tu pn nak bilanq and went off to sleep since i reallyreally cant tahan cause before that eaten coco crunch and ayam masak merah .
hahaha , nice u noe` then woke up , something bad happened. and i guess u cant guess it anyway , tol tak ? winkwink *
was pissed off and went bathing and here i am now playing
no mood to chat , only chat with admira

2010-05-24T05:57:00.000-07:00

abg step kiut , found this on my document , LOLS

hmm , have a slight problem with family and i swear it makes my blood boil
aku skrq tgh ignore dorang pon , doranq tanye bende , aku jawab sepatah , u noe i noe kay ?

had fun today , let the pics do the talking ,
i tell u cikeyt` je kay ? we played kude kepang instruments and learn kude kepang dance ( girl ) , obvious ah without the horse
hmm and i like the drum , instructor die cute ! ` our convo ,
ally : cher you malay right ?
him : no , whye ?
ally : you half chinese half malay right ?
him : hahaha dont know , whye ? want to date me ?
ally : full of faces , * walk to ina
hahahahaha , cute lah dekni ! winkwink* jangan pikehr layen , i adore his face ajehr .
LOLS ! da baibai ` (:

2010-05-23T02:59:00.000-07:00

IM NOT READY FOR SCHOOL , IM NOT READY FOR SCHOOL .
GOSH , IM THINKING OF SKIPPING SCHOOL AGAIN TMRW , INSYAALLAH LAH KEH ? (:

woke up , had a dream . only aqilah noes , haha !
Went chatting with her at msn and she ask if im free ke tak ? go library , bored at home so i followed
nayek 198 , and turon at the bus stop . search for a book , kaak qilah nak lah ! (:
" the very hungry caterpillar " cute kan the title? LOLS , so went searching for our books
camwhored at toilet, sempat kan ? hahahha , and bussed to chinese garden and had a long walk
baru cikeyt je ally da penat , LOLS ! went to the Pagoda eh ? entah ah name die , went up . had a cool breeze upstair and camwhored
turon baleyq , had a walk and camwhored . the orang`orang kat sane sume merepek seh , hughug . tak perlu but some bayek but kepo . lols
so walk to chinese garden and yeah aqilah treat me a drink and went to mr bean since the toilet not open , and we slacked inside the shop
kes takd rumah LOLS , and checked the toilet aqain , tak bukak`bukak - . -"
so went to handicapped toilet , and did our stuffs and went have a walk home .
aqilah forgotten to claim her book , HAHH ! so two days straight i meeting her , bring two book ah . berat siol buku die , kasi aku mampos je tawu
hhahaha , pics will be uploaded (:

just now had a called from this pukimak , dont know who . check my telephone , private . puki`puki
convo ,
pukimak : hello , bolei saye ckp dgn lydia
ally : ah , ni sape ?
pukimak : kwn lydia
ally : okay , aku lydia ni sape ?
pukimak : oh kau lydia eh ? Okey good , sekarang aku bolei bobal ngan kau .
ally : kau siape sia ?
pukimak : kau diam , dgr aku bobal
ally : anjeng kau ?
pukimak : pape lah ally . dgr`dgr kau da saketkan hati kwn aku peh ? Hairi ?
ally : aku tak saketkan hati die , please eh .
pukimak : oh really ? kwn`kwn die bilanq aku , kau nak ckp banyak lagi pehs ?
ally : oh really ? i guess u hear the wrong statement then , kau takmu masok campor ah
pukimak : First`first , hairi sedeh`sedeh pahsal kau , aku rase skrq die dpt pompan . so aku nak ckp nqan kau ,
hairi maseh sayangkan kau , terime lah hakikatnye
ally : okay , biar aku ckp okay ? hairi sedeh`sedeh pahsal aku ? bilang die dulu okay , aku sedeh pahsal pranqai die
die dpt pompan and u guess ? good then , and yea aku maseh sayangkan hairi . and lets not waste my time , kalaw kau nak bobal gni je , bayek aku letak
pukimak : SEKEJAP ! kau ckp mak kau tak kasi kau ad mataey , that time aku nampak kau ngan satu jantan ni jalan berdua-duaan
ally : tak semestinye aku jalan ngan jantan , die mataey aku . pakai ah siol otak . - . -"
cinte aku hanye aku hairi , hear that ? kalaw kau pikehr layen , aku tk heran ah sebab ni bkan kau peh case peh , kan ?
so i guess byebye sudah , aku malas nak layan kau ah .

beh tros aku tarok , suare laki oi ~ fierce maha fierce .

aku slalu berkata , aku mahu cinta yang suci , tulus dan ikhlas
Mengertilah
, tanpamu ku bagai hidup sendiri tanpa tiada orang di sisiku lagi )':
Dahulu
, kita pernah berkawan dan selepas itu menyaling hubungan ,
mengapakah kini
kau menukar peranqaimu ?
Ku enggan melayani diriku lagi apabila airmataku
membasahi pipi
sampai bila harus ku menunggu ? cinta ini , ku simpan dan
akan terbuka untuk kamu sahaja )':

2010-05-22T07:57:00.000-07:00

Tmrw kan my adeyq angkat peh birthday , i sayang her alot`alot (:
Dek , come Hong Kah with me , i can takecare of you already , heh (:
Let sing a birthday song for her alright ?

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to yuyunastro
happy birthday to you (:
sayanq adeyq ! (: HAHAHA , pissed her off ? same goes to me ,
cubit paha kanan , paha kiri pon rase . eh ? keh da bye , yuyun
takmu nakal`nakal taw , kite sume kat sini sayaaanq yuyun , just in case i cant post tmrw
Who might know kan ? I die tmrw ? LOLS , hmm
12 already lah awak ni , blajar rajin`rajin . dont dissapoint the sisters of yours , like kak riri and diyanah , okay ?
Y U Y U N A S T R O

2010-05-22T03:30:00.001-07:00

hello ! mamamamamamasitaaa` LOLS ! im back to my LOLS habit and my body is aching la wuih
early in th morning , mummy woke me up "temankan gy geylang , go mandi " i was like " huh ? malas lahh ! "
woke up pahsal kesian kan die , tak ikot nnti majok plak tu orng tue . HAHAA !
so woke up and bathed , dolled up` and yeah trained to eunos to get something from this makcik house and off to geylang
ate there and off back home , was quite pissed off with mum because of something , yea but i tahan (: how good am i kan ? LOLS
so like how it became , currently chatting with aqilah .
hahaha insertname* prasan juboh siol , kau nak terasehr , terasehr uh aku pn sikeyt tak heran lah wuih (:
i still remember in january`february she says to me
"eh lydia , aku rase kan bnyk orang suke aku cume dorang tak brani step forward cause they know i like *insertmalename "
fuhlemak , feelings`feelings lah awak ni . muke da mcm berok , rambot nak stepping ikot2 oranq , pui ah (:
inilah kanak`kanak zaman sekarang eh ? kate je taw sec 1 but pranqai maseh pri 1`2 , takmu feelings lah . go check yrself in the mirror okay ?
and yeah , go cukor your kening . bushy maot (: hahhahaa !
hahah somemore she say i threaten her ? fuhlemak awak ni , salah orang lah . Kau tak kenal aku habes`habesan ,
tak cukop ke aku tampar kau ? SENDIRI BILANQ PARENTS , PUKI KECOT LAH , haha pathetic - . -"
nak bobal pahsal hairi tak agak`agak taw , and when it comes to hairi . im SENSITIVE , yes i am (:
da bagos tu taw hairi matrep dari mataey kau BANGLA , AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Kalaw kau nak ejek aku kenape aku nanqes , wrong person kay ? i nanges pahsal i am terlalu mrh , too bad huh ? how the slap ? nice kan , thank you <3

Viewed Zyra blog for the latest update but still same`same , LOLS sedeh ): hahaha
Zyra da nak dekat branak , sediekan present . LOLS ! paisay
and viewed kimie keai nqan lulusiao , adek bradek . cute seh doranq , beautiful . (:
tadi my mom blikan lollipop
* translate in english
mummy : go put at the plate ,
ally ; dont want , later they take
mummy : then dont want share`share?
ally : dont want , accept the fact that your daughter very stingy .

2010-05-21T07:12:00.000-07:00

hello` skipped school aqain , mummy taak mrh so just go on ahead ah ?
die pn ckp anything uh cause exam abes , nak blajar uatpe seh ? chey (:
ignore the previous post , i damn`damn sad lah kan think about it .
i dont know what happened to the one i love , sedeh kan think about it ):
hmm , feelings come and go and now my feelings came back , fuhlemak leceh sia ...
hairi , aku sayang kau . aku nak jumpe kauuu but how suppose we get in contact when BOTH of us dont have prepaid
besides if mummy knows im meeting you , i be dead shit . no freedom ):
i miss our dates , yes i miss you alot`alot . ..

2010-05-20T08:19:00.000-07:00

PATHETIC lah awak nieyh , kau tak tau yanq aku benci kau .
deep inside , i dont know who are you anymore .
You wrote those letters , as if he gonna reply , would he ?
i trust you deep inside but you let me sit with a boy ?
are you out of your mind , sometimes you are okeh and yu not
i was frustated with you till i just walk away , and guess what guhrla
i turned behind , you with that gurl . finefine , i hate her and yu like her
Why cant you understand me anyway heh ? she using us , CANT YOU SEE IT !
what are your eyes for ? most of the time i felt the hatred in you ,
im leaving this okay , i cant bare to see my friend been hurt by me , undrstand ?
For her , anything will do . Whats for me ? , next time ah
bayek peh kawan , superb good , veryvery . you choose your own ego and let me
sit with a boy , ni katekan kawan trbayek ? jom gelek ,
i had enough of yr nonsense , plus somemore the fucking bitches yanq baru baru maju
pergi cukor lah kening kau tu bitches . ,
you'see bitches , soon it gonna be a big big big disaster , let see who will win shall we ?

bobal world maha world , PUI AH ! da kena BARU MAU TAUBAT , JALAN SUDAH (:
kaw brani ad kwn kau sndiri , takd . kau tutop muke siol nak jalan - . -

2010-05-20T07:17:00.000-07:00

videos uploaded , pictures uploaded . enjoy (:

2010-05-20T06:34:00.000-07:00

( the adventure begin , on the way up)

2010-05-20T05:35:00.000-07:00

my badan betol2 week y`noe . actually just now i want to update but then i close computer down and went off to sleep .
went school with herna and i swear she just bring an umbrella , i bring food and stuffs , ready pack bag like dora explora !
hahaha , reached school and went up to hall , the NT boys look at us mcm we terrorist , fuhy , sat down and talk with istiq
then i was seeing around , tertibe my eyes to cecel eyes , looking at each other
i look other way before he does ,nnti paisay lhaak kan
but i miss him alot , cecel asl kau brubah ? i miss the old you , );
the express cher mcm ape gy mrh istiq and he was denying it , haha ! kekek sia , see the convo if im not wrong eh ?
cher : stop talking .
istiq : im not talking
cher : you did just now .
istiq : im not talking , i wrote a letter to him just now ( i hear this part sumpah kekek , wrote a letter ! )
cher : talk merepek stuffs which i cant remember .
--
Aftr the national anthem ,
cher : you three stand up now ( me , ina , istiq )
ally : ala , leceh sia .
ina : ape la !!
istiq : *takes his own time to stand
and so at last we stand up , i kena lecture first
cher : you suppose to keep quiet when they say the command
ally : *looking at other place , aiyaa , yaya lah
cher : go sit down .
ally : yay !
then she talked to istiq nqan salinah , lame lah wuih kau cher . we know how to shut up okay ? pathetic sungguh !
ms pan dont even scold us , why should you . jage your express class lah , sebok`sebok je kat NA class , toot !
Aftr that , they let sec 2 off to their class and sec 1 then go to canteen to wait for the bus , eh no . NT first to board the bus
NA darah boiling , they say we will take off at 8.15 but then its already 8.30 , so we waited and finally we board the bus
Pee/Ass : NT dont go with us XD , they went health broad promotion , BORING ! hahhaa ,
So i boarded the bus and sat diff places with ina since we two want near the window , hhahahha !
was quite piss off with her and the trip to dairy farm , i kept thinking of hairi , dunnoe whye . LOLS , pathetic , sempat aku nanqes .
beh i acted as if im sleepy , LOLS ! we arrived , then walk in and cher say who want to go to toilet , so minutes aftr that , we start the hiking
first2 i get irritated by the mosquitos and the insect there , but i then got use to it , (:
we went walking and then went into this house , so called gallery , and sat down while cher gave us some instructions , and then 1n1 need go first
palapuki tol , so went up the hill , and that adventure start , ilikeilike ! hahaha , first2 i went with the girls but then some pukimak started to scream
there here just for a small thing , nak attract attention .Ckp lah , it really pissed me off , serious and so i decided to go with hidayat , holding his bag all the way
and i had fun with the boys even though they say im scared due to holding hidayat bag , hello korang , aku pegang hidayat peh bag jadi tak hilang die lah samdol ! XD
with the boys all the way is so fun , and some pukimaks behind me shout here there , stop it lah takmu attract attention , it pissed me off Seriously kid !
When we are walking in , there are mud so we need to endure with it and suddenly theres one stop hidayat slip and fall , and pukimak go laugh at him , tak klaka his butts hurt
and it makes me guilty cause i scared they think i push him , Hhahha ! So i gave hidayat water and he continue the walk , gerek !
i will upload some pictures , so aftr that we went back the same way we went in , i meant the other way round , so finally we went one round
The boys sepantas kilat go sink and wash their shoes while the girls went in and i took photos in and videos , sumpah kekek about grasshopper
Aftr that went out , and talk to some people . Continue our hiking like again but this time we went to the cyclist path , Zul keep kacau me sia !
hahahaa , summore sempat die bau rambot aku , zul : kau pakai rejoice kan ? ally : heh cmne kau tau , bau rambot org je , tkd keje .
So walk with the cher and continue my way with 1n2 boys , keep kacau`kacau . tating and theres one time i go point middle finger to istiq , infront of his face , just infront of cher
cher : lydia , why yu do that ?
ally : cause he farking irritating
istiq : you see cher , this girl no limit
cher : she got the limit lah , you dont have
ally : hahahahah !
istiq : * bobal mcm chekgu , ally bohlayan je
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so went walking and we ending up walking with this two boys , kecoh lah koranq nieyh , raihan ( 1n2 ) and parveen eyh ? not sure about th spelling
my convo with raihan
ally : kau raihan eh ?
raihan : yearp , asl ?
ally: kau kan yanq pinjamkan aku buku matilda ?
raihan : yea , heh
ally : haha okay thanks taw that time kau pinjamkan aku buku matilda , thanks yea
raihan : hahaha , okay
and then we continue walking and their jokes really make my blood cool down
theres one car , they say obama watever`watever , then got this red car , they say something , i blast out laughing
beh theres two same car at the opposite , then parveen says " woah so fast ! " hahah , make me laugh all th way and we kept going to chinese people , trying to stay under their umbrella , hahha ~
so we are pissed off when we get there , we arrive here first and they go first , what kind of thing is that ?
then the 1n3 go first , FUCK lah . then 1n2 but before that we went in shelter , both classes and ina told me the people there are complaining to our school because
instead of cleaning up the place for CIP points , we are dirtying it . hello ! only for the sink okay , not us right ? why blame us , put yr eyes at yr face and not your butt okay ?
hmm , so gotten our bus and at that point of time i was boiling serious shitzxc , cher FORCED me and aswinder to sit together
ally : alaa ! SIALA LAHH
malay cher : you dont like it , you get out of the bus
ally : MEREPEK PEPEK SIAL , PUKI PEH ! dgr lagu pon bayek ah ( talk loudly )
i gave my cb looks and jeling at him , padan muke and kept offering aswinder food just to keep him okay cause i guess he felt offended i dont want sit with him
is not that i dont want sit with you but i dont like boys you see and summore i need some space
so went out of the bus and sengaje ckp " PERANQAI ! " infront of him , memang patot . my parents gave me the consent to go and so jolly well takecare of me okay ?
bodo tol , as if you can get me out of the bus , mcm worldworld lah chekgu ni ! hahahaha , kau halau principal halau kau lhak eh
So aftr that went to canteen bought some drinks and went to th toilet , aftr that went to jurong west to buy cendol , nice (:
and slacked at 456 , and bussed home with ina . incident at bus , cause got one uncle like sit then no space for me to walk , mcm mane nak ckp excuse me then ?
LOLS , so managed to get off the bus and walk back home .
Oh ya ,just now ask najib about hairi , he told me sumthing and i swear i miss his lotlotlot 1 .LOLS
long post alright , aftr this insyaallah im gonna upload video , heh bye ! long post right ? (:

2010-05-19T05:25:00.000-07:00

you CHANGED .

2010-05-19T05:03:00.000-07:00

i privated my bloq due to wanting to edit it , but wasted je kay ?
malas nak edit , just used this blogskin till i get sick and tired of it :D

theres a bitch , bobal pahsal oranq . snidiri tknk bobal . sundek lah
depan kiteoranq betape BAYEK belakanq sundalan takd life seh awak ni , hehe - . -

Hehh , sorry taak update , koranq rinduh aku kan ? thank you .
Skipped school on Monday with ahbq since i was so malas lah wuih
slept with ahbq in bed , die pn sekaki skipped skolah , Hahah !
told cher i was sick , boohoo . Die tak mintak MC , naseb babe
Slept till 3 and bath , boohoo (:

On tuesday went to school since i missing my ina (:
Had our Home Econ and sumpah merepek and kecoh .
Cher told us to clean this things up , ended up me and ina hid
under the table , hahha ! doranq sume buat keje , kiteoranq bobal2
slacked at the last table , went to toilet and finally to recess ..
Recess was just okayokay eh ? XD

MT was pathetic NOT FINE , yes NOT FINE .
some bitches pissing me off lahh wei , tknk bukak name eh ?
before entering MT , pathetic ni pukimak tampar ina .
Freefree peh sial kau tampar , kau nak step besar peh
takm nak act biq lah nqan kau peh tindek , kite tak pandang lah awak XD
heh , atlast ina slapped him back and i swear i saw his face , kekek seh
And yuu know whye he slapped ina ? childish taw , prepare to laugh
because of facebook , yes facebook .
pahsal the tag , yuu know kan the tag picture ?
awak ni , childish seh . ina tampar kau kan , maruah awak jatuh
lelaki tampar pompan , BOOHOO ! iyt so common
but pompan tampar lelaki ? maruah sunqquh jatuh siol , tak fanatic , but true
heh , ended up on wed didnt even came , sundalan takd life .

Aftr MT was assembly and overall its okay
performance blei tahan gerek .. and we are so`so dissapointed
they say baleyq 12.30 but its normal timetable , sungguh kecewe taw .
went to Maths class and did our work , cher gave us some things to do .
And i dont want elaborate about our detention , we did it (:
heh , ina and me knows about it , shesh ! secreeet
So aftr Maths we stayed in class since it cher didnt came and somemore
lesson finished and so our class is not being a class , nor a zoo
but a wet market , doing our own stuffs while the boys playinq stupeed game .
and we just did our own stuffs , go toilet without the permission
dasyat babe , haha ! went home just as so the bell rings .

Aftr school me and ina went to 7 eleven and bought mash potato
slacked at 456 and went home aftr that .
Played computer , so so pathetic sad .
Sis lupe bayar bill , heh !

On wednesday , woke up early and was all entirely mess up
met ina at the traffic light and i was seriously frustated because of this bitch , sumpah .
so went to the mama shop , and slacked there . sempat eh ?
hear the prank call aqain and i told ina we were late , rush off to school
and theres me , ina , three girls and DM is waiting for us .
Nayek Hall ad prize giving , did my own thing and talktalk je seh
hahaha , didnt took P.E , taktawu asl and went to class .
Went to toilet lonqlonq time , gerek (:
Science cher came and she show us some toilets in some country
Lawa lah sey but terlalu merepek . heh
Did filing and went for recess , didnt ate since my stomach is not up to it (:
Aftr recess was Art and kept banging table and talk to ina
and cher said this " Your behaviour since January is still the same "
mcm gituk lah eh ? kite bohlayan and i kept banging table (:
Some Sec 2 pupils keep making their way in to put their artwork at the back
haha , ad satu class , class marzuqi . sumpah kecoh .
Chekgu suroh pack up , and we did . beh Marzuqi tgh jalan .
he look at me , eye to eye ahh . beh i said " ape sia dekni " teros toleh belakanq
hahaha trlalu concentrate on my eyes sampai die lanqqar table aku ,
beh doranq sume buat kecoh gy jatohkan table , i didnt put my chair up .
hahaha , marzuqi cute oi ! hensem plak tu , sape dpt die , okay gerek (:
Went to class and we were shouting there here since mdm rohana didnt came
happy oie ! oinkoink ! xD play and camwhore in class
aftr that went straight home and whenn i reached my carpark house ,
i noticed theres a mamat kept stalking me from behind with his bike , i turn around
takleh nampak muke die uh but blei nampak shirt die , sunqquh lawa .
and he was looking at me , teros aku jalan . sape sia ? stalker .

I cant wait for tmrw , hiking , conferm gerek (:

2010-05-18T06:34:00.000-07:00

Hello ! basically , not Ally here updating aye . Riri here ! Hello ! haahha ! Sorry today sortsort a little bit . Just wanna tell all ally's readers that Ally will not be updating her blog for some reasons . I don't know whether i can tell , but , just take note . haha , Ally ! ImissYouu !!!!! hahahha ! Always keluar samesame , now dah tak . Because i busy lerh . Haiyaa , the last outing we had was the tengok wayang ! LOL . hahah ! Funn lah ! Hope can go out with Ally again ! Alright , till here readers . Byeee !! Muahmuah !

2010-05-16T08:23:00.001-07:00

a post before i landing to sleep alright ? (:

My problem with aqilah is settled and then a problem came out .
Im really dissapointed in you , i never thought of you this way before
You betrayed my trust , you told me a bit of the story
Where the other of the story goes ? im really dissapointed .
Me and Aqilah is trying to help you , then you keep quiet . Kau nak danger peh?
Its good if you just say sorry infront of kak emma face or something ,
it does make the problem quite better than running away from them .
Hais , im really dissapointed and thats what i can say .
We all care for you but i dont think you need my care after i know about your
secrets , Ohh APK eh ? Bnyk uh kau peh APK - . -
I check your blog , woow! still can update ? what about your msn , heh ?

Did my art work , i was so frustated that cher says i didnt hand in my art work .
i was pissed off and gave that cb look , i give already siaa !
aftrall , my hard work is just rubbish , wasted !
Cher kept messaging about the maths file , how suppose we hand in when
the file is with you , cmnelah nak buat correction ! waduhh pening ! ^^
And somemore im stressed , Ina if we choose on Thursday for our detention
We got outing whuut , Hiking right ? if im not wrong
if not choose Monday lah , easy !
I actually want to edit the blog but i didnt see any blogskins ,
sume cb terok , hah ! and i proud of it , i make kak emma hate tumblr XD
kekek lahh wuih ! im not ready for school tmrw , seriously .
Byebye then , tmrw i will update aqain . conferm class kecoh ` XD

2010-05-15T05:00:00.000-07:00

looking at the pic above was the memorable thing i had in my life .
The first spot i meet yuu , was at there . i was crying hard looking at this picture .
i know koranq tak percaye kalaw aku nanqes just for a small thinq ,
it became worse and yes i miss all of you .
Dont know how to describe but koranq peh pranqai sume dah mcm palapuki .
Deny tak deny , koranq peh pahsal . it just that aku miss koranq , the old one .
byebye , Still waiting , Still suffering .
Hairi Bin Edi ; i try my best to move on , but it wont budge .
Looking at this picture , i try my best to delete , but i will restore it all over aqain . );

2010-05-15T03:23:00.000-07:00

Note . kalaw aku tak ungkit , tak important .
aku caps lock pahsal aku tgh mrh , kau tak paham ?
aku tak masukkan XDD , aku tgh bobal pahsal a "fact"
kau gado nqan outsider , where yu go ? to me jugak kan - . -
Sape suroh kau diam uh ? Aku tak suroh pon . (:

2010-05-14T08:43:00.000-07:00

ohh im ego ? sorry , not me ay , who always give in ? me or you ?
Obviously aku ungkit mase dulu cause im still NOT SASTIFIED , my blog my say ,
kaw ckp senanq uh gerl , whye ? Kaw tak dalam position aku , thats why easy for you .
Aku maseh ad maruah , janqan piker aku tak malu ah sia
I always need to give in to your fucking bullshit , all those merepek stuffs yu did to me
When you fought with her , you always go to me and complaint , i listen , i help .
When comes to my mistakes , you didnt gave me chances , at msn . who talk to who first?
me or you ? ME , you always said i treat you like a spare tyre
WATCH YR FUCKING MOUTH , YOU THINK I GOT TIME TO LAYAN YOU ONLY
YOU THINK YOU SPECIAL EH ? SORRY SIKET , JALAN SUDAH EH GERL .
Sape slalu tolong kau ? aku kan . ni lah kes oranq tak bersyukor .
Eh guhrla , aku tak ckp pon my attitude good , takmu pandai2 write kat bloq gituk mcm ah sia
I say about yr attitude only eh , i even ask yr jvss friends , dont ask who . im not lying
doranq pn tak blei tahan nqan pranqai kau , selfish snqt .
Ina , bestfriend aku million times better . she is there when i need her the most , what about you ?
bile bobal nqan kau , bukak topic slalu jantan tu , but i just diam
i started it ? ferm tak ferm , takmu merepek uh sia . Sape start attitude , who ? YOU !
i never even say funny , sorry siket - . -
eh guhrla , kalaw mase lalu aku tak important , i wouldnt be talking it .
think carefully , kau piker aku takd maruah peh ? If i call you prostitude , what you feel ?
JALAN SUDAH , KAU PIKEHR PAHSAL KAU PEH ANGER , KAU AD PIKEHR PAHSAL AKU ?
AKU SLALU GIVE IN , AKU SLALU SIMPAN TEMPER , AKU SLALU YANQ SALAH , BAYEK UH .
KATE KAU EXPRESS , PERFECT PEH - . -
Old fashion ? baju peh girl - . -'
why deny about yr fucking attitude ? sorry eh im not ego , you got th wronq guhrla .
Ego same as selfish ,think about themselve .
i didnt , who did ? YOU , YOU THINK ABOUT YR OWN FEELINGS , NOT OTHERS . WHY ? SELFISH SNQT
TERLALU SIAL , PANDAI BUT PRANQAI SIAL KEDEBAB .
JALAN SUDAH , KAU NAK BOBAL FENEH NGAN AKU , SORRY UH AKU TAK LAYAN UH POMPAN2 MCM KAU .

* she replied at her bloq , i replied back .
she saw at my blog , but i didnt wrote her name , ORANQ TU TERASEHR LAHH (:
BAGOS , KAU TERASEH PAHSAL ATTITUDE KAWW ! XD

2010-05-14T07:22:00.001-07:00

Results , was freakinq toooooooot`
3 passed 2 failed , science and english failed by few marks
mlayu , maths , history passed . waaaduuh ! tak sanqke aku history aku blei passed
padahal padahal , slalu slacked nqan ina HAHAHA ! XD
hahaha , mlayu 40/60 terook - . - "
I said to Ina " kalaw aku pass maths , i will be happy . just too happy but there are just one thing wont make me happy afterall "
i passed maths , but i just need him lahh wuih . mommy super unfair, kakak ad mataeyy dulu bile sec aku tkleh
yuu just cant treat all boys the same , kasi pompan rosak and go . not all , he make mistakes , he deserve second chance , my hairi ):
I drop , my results was the freaking failure . see my maths test , all drop . whye ? yuu lah , i want my hairi back y'know ):
Seeinq my express friends sume ad , what about me ? IF hairi ad yanq punye , i will still wait lah wuih . just till my mind chanqe .
Story for today :
Woke up , feeling sleepy . Called Ina asking if she going to school, yes (: she was at the bus stop , yay !
Was freaking mad at mommy cause she didnt iron my uniform , sengaje lah tknk kasi oranq skolah , she didnt want me go school today - . - "
I can just skip anytime , yay ! - . - "
sampai hall , we need to do one form , sumpah merepek . pahsal smoking , me and ina tick " non smoker " HAHAHA !
I dont want to get in trouble , malas aku . waaduh ! xD
first period was Science and sumpah cher merepek . Buat bisenq kene mrh , oranq layen tk kene mrh - . -
chekgu did one thing which we was AMAZED . bile biseng , she looked at us first , JUST NEVER FAILED . amazed - . -'
beyh kene mrh , kite bohlayan . maseh blei ktawe , dapat our results , yay i failed - .-"
beh i whispered to th background " i failed because she didnt teach me in a proper manner , always scold , how to concentrate "
HAHAHAHAHA ! went for MT , did behaved , kept shouting for them to keep quiet , nak baleyq paper aku peh pahsal , i passed :D
Chekgu ckp " Jangan keluar " aku nqan ina teros escape kluar , jalan je . da bell rinq pe ? (:
Ate for recess and the scene so kecoh although theres only sec 1 and 2 ONLY (:
kecoh lah koranq ,so gerek . (:
Aftr recess was Eng , kept hoping Ms Tan take over , mdm rohana lah wuih .
bbyqirl passed , alaa 1 mark je pass - .-" i failed , by few marks , so do others . haha
did our correction and cher gave us history , was freaking shock when looking thru my paper , i passed - . -'
padahal padahal ... Ina and me Always slacked and stepping kite pay attention padahal we are talking about layen stuffs .
Aftr English was Maths , yay i passed ! bbygirl failed by 3 marks . i guess ? i gotten 59 , kalaw tak 61 - . -"
cher minus 2 marks cause no statement , no units . waalao (:
aftr school ina and me slacked , planning to go JP but for some reasons , oranq sial kasi banyak alasan
check2 , me and ina nampak die jalan gy bus stop . oh nak baleyq eh dgr2 - . - pembustard akhir zaman .
Did some jokes and laughed , kat traffic bile jalan pon . mepek lah seh (:
hahahahhahahahaa , sat at bus stop like mcm going to 1 hour , was sitting with Ina and waiting for 157
Ad yanq full , Ad yanq takd tempat . finally bbyqirl and me waited and die dpt double deck , yay ! hahaha went home
planninq to cook maqqi , tak jady . tros tido . banqon was night already , ate and update links
waala (:

Sometimes my feelings chanqed , i dont know whye ?
in sci class , did some love note . i was supaahh sad doinq it , i tahan tears , i dont want people see my tears
For those who jeling2 at me especially -- stream .
Whuuts wrong with yuu all ? janqan pahsal satu jantan , koranq nak benci aku uh sia
taktawu real story , better move on . Koranq accuse aku mcm2 , sardinn je eh ? - .- "
and to that bitch :
janqan pikehr kwn aku betol2 sukekan kau taw , kau betol kan rambot kaw dulu , da mcm pussy seh (:
Kao nak tawu asl aku panqqel kau name ? Yuu crossed my line , skirt sengeet ah sia- . -"
beh nak step lawa , kau pehal? -. - " Pandai but attitude buat pe ?

2010-05-11T21:18:00.000-07:00

" ally , will you be my princess? "
" i want you not because of sex , the sincere love from me "

): how ? name will not be revealed .
my love for hairi will never fade away , but ..

2010-05-11T05:27:00.000-07:00

the pics above is my junior JPS , aku sumpah rinduh doranq banyak2 sial .
especially the first , Asri . rindduh die
aku anqqap die mcm adek anqkat sndiri and sumpah his my best boy ever ,

I want meet him soonsoon , conferm die skrq sudah maju henseeem babe , saaachok
i still remember the time when i go scold him sampai die nanqes , terinqat balek , nanges siaaa
asri , meet soon , kau primary 5 kn ? tkp , aku tetap sayaaanq kao dohh !

2010-05-10T03:24:00.000-07:00

heh , dedication for Mom and Special bestfriend
Lets start (:

For beloved Mom ,
Sorry for the troubles i make and sorry for the troubles when the time yuu raising me up
These 13 years + 9 months in yr stomach was the up and down in life for me , as for you too
Yuu take care of me , troublesome right mom ? even though yuu are not reading this , i meant it .
Thanks for taking care of me since im small and now , im being rebellious
I was send to principal office just the age of 10 , primary 3 and yuu were to go back down to school back and forth
i was sad seeinq yuu talking to my form teacher , i cant imagine how were yuu feelings
Although yuu didnt gave me some of things i want , still i love yuu but abit dissapointed , heh
Seeing yuu pampering my siblings , jealousy came up to my mind and i gave yuu tantrums and gave yuu cb faces
Yuu been wonderful in all yuu can be Mom , im sorry )':
I kept throwing tantrums on yuu and ignoring yuu all these while cause yuu wanted to separate me from him .
I gave yuu cb faces and all . Now i know whats your intention , you dont want me to get pregnant , yuu read the msq
And i was shock , i should have deleted the msgs but i think god gave me signs not to delete , if i were to still with him ,
i be pregnant or doing nonsentical stuffs , sorry mom . i wont let yuu down ,aftr all the thinqs i done , i wont (':

For beloved bestfriend , Salinah Bte Razali
hello bestfriend , thanks for being there when i needed you the most INFACT yuu were there for me all the times .
Although sometimes im pissed off with you , thinking back Nobody perfect (:
We both we be in deep shit cause another two/one month/s ms sheela coming back and our names is at class journal
a number of times , conferm she penqsan reading that toot cher comments 0.0
readinq toot cher peh comment, just the first line kasi aku ketawe rabak . So i guess next week we serve our detention .
Pathetic seh how we fight with other people , depan baek , blakanq sial HHAHAAAAA
5th January is still counting Ina ! Yayy
inqat tak laqu ni ? " yay yay yay yay yay , we got condom we can stay " * took from Azan 1N2
HAHAHHA pathetic seh , so like that its been 4 months and 5 days we are together , lastly
if are unseparated (: mark my words .

Heh done , theres lot more to say but malas deyh xD cb je aku ni .
Im gonna forget Hairi , i guess so ? now im thinking untuk steady ngan cine , amaciam ? xD
hahhaa , chanqed my blogskin to nicer one . i got it from my old document , sume bnde aku save XD

2010-05-09T22:35:00.000-07:00

since i got th chance to update , i'll update (:

On saturday :
Watched movie with Sacha , Riri cant PAITAO ! cheey , her mom dont allowed
so went with sacha , we watch " The back-up Plan" geeeyrek babe , haha
but too many sexual stuffs , i like NOT (: terinqat aku .
haha , then went to buy stuffs for my mom , and we bussed here there , bodo !
Nowadays i will avoid budak2 bawah, malas mau jumpe doranq ,
sume da sombonq , pidah !

On Sunday :
went to buy cake with syahidah , took some pics and slack at the playground
since the cake arrive at 5 and we at there like 3.45 , so walk arnd
saw our seniors , kecoh siak doranq . mayen ngan swinq , campak swinq kat atas lahh sampai stuck
haha , one of them hot maot but cine (:
Walked arnd and went to my old school Boon Lay Primary School , sial je dazhonq
bukan nye nk robohkan , babi peh pranqai . they took boon lay , and its still the same building , they only REPAINT
toot seh , oranq ad kacau , streetboys . bohlayan je , walked off and went to buy th cake
Sacha sumpah kecoh , stakat beli cake je seh , haha then bussed home
celebrate like about 7.30 and ate pizza , cakes . sumpaah ally peh perot mintak ampon babe
full maot , imagine ah dua pizza , dua cake . tkp2
had a little conflict until mummy cried , private matter
went off to sleep , mom woke me up tanye wheres the hotdog i put .
had a little conflict and went to bed aqain , sleep

Monday :
Went to school with herna , we are late but kite relax je ,maseh banyaq oranq peh paahsal
so walk off , Malek dah sombonq - . -" went to class and went we step in , bell tros rinq xD
Ina thought i didnt came , bodo seh kau pikehr aku tknk dtq , i dnt want retain laah ! hahahaa
Did science paper , i just remembered that i didnt revised - .- "
Baru first question je dah stuck , but overall i confident cn fail xD kalaw aku blajar , tetap fail
question super tricky , after that went to mac donald and bought mash potato and went off lepak
Maid sumpah sial seh , org nye pahsal lah nak bobal kuat ke pelan . stare kat kiteoranq , kanitoot je
walk off , bussed home and theres a bit of incident in the bus , HAHA ! kekekekekke , tkp tkp
only ina and isha knows , paaisay siaaak
went home and relaxed , photos is uploaded , do enjoy (:

Yesterday Pichas , 9th May

*above , Saturday Pichas , 8th May

Today Pichas , 10th May

2010-05-07T19:55:00.001-07:00

sume pranqai , pathetic huh ? ckp aku rebel lahh , but what about yuu hunney ?
Kaw nak control aku but yuu yrself perfect tak ?
If ms sheela come baack , i swear im gonna shout at her " I MISS YOUUU ! "
pathetic seh , kau kwn ngan budak aku tak suke , kalaw kau teraser , rase lah .
Then what about me ? yuu did the thinqs i dont like and i did the things yuu dont like .
Okay ah gerl , kau tak suke kan but i guess yuu dont deserve my best since yuu keep
making me havinq all these . im gonna start my habit all over aqain , dont point fingers eh (:
Now whaat , mentel , selfish and yuu keep throwing vulgars , what about me ?
aku da biase throw vulgars but not being selfish and such , or even mentel babe
yuu slacked alot , i can see through yr pictures =-=
pathetic maha pathetic . EWW ! SHE FOLLOWED MY HAIRSTYLE SIALAAAA
PRANQAI SIA , PALABUTO . PALABUTO .
tkp , aku diam je , aku diam . aku sabar je eyhk gerl , aku tak fanatic but true fact , yuu are
cant yu undrstnd ? im having r/s problem , yuu all kept givinq me problem
beyh bile i write at blog im thinking of a suicide
baru koranq nak sedar ? baru koranq suroh aku jqn . please eh , aku tak layan koranq peh sweet talk
Bile ex aku dulu , koranq ad gossip pahsal aku ? yes , koranq ad panqqel aku bohsia ?
yes , tetap aku sabar taw cume tuhan tawu je how i felt , aku sabar . sabar
kalaw koranq nak aku tampar muke koranq , go on , just tell me aites . free of charqe bby
beh koranq bobal pahsal skirt aku terlalu pendek durinq the lepak time , excuse me
aku lipat , so do yuu . okay ah gerl , kau nak aku pakai baju kurung skali peh
serious speakinq , aku anqqap koranq mcm setan , anak2 haram
da la , bobal pahsal koranq kasi aku LAGI SAKET hati je , i stop here .
eh wait , oh ya koranq ad bobal pahsal aku cukor kening , what if i really did
ad susahkan mak bapak koranq peh sial ? anak haram tol .
aku tawu lah koranq jealous sbb koranq peh kening terlalu lebat for now .
Nak tawu asl tak aku tknk letak url koranq sume ? name koranq memburokkan blog aku ahh (:
ms sheela , please come back ):
im serious for now , i had a bad feelings im going to die soon , dontknow whye .

2010-05-06T21:08:00.000-07:00

pathetic , im sad aqain . Sampai bile aku harus menanqis )':
Todaay alright :
Woke up feeling sleepy , went to bath , dolled up .
and saw the guy yanq suke pat aku - . -" tating , aku act as if aku tk nmpk die .
route to hongkah gate mcm nak pegi peranq , i let the upper sec walk first .
then i join in by the back with nadiah . went in , die suroh aku masok staircase blakanq
die takot skirt kene tahan , aku ckp buat bodoh je . DM je bobal2 , so we just walk beside her xD
went to class , forget to sign form or bring it hahaha xD pathetic much
did our paper , chicken feet , i got confidence i can pass (:
harap2 , amin . aftr that , went slacked
went to 7 eleven to buy mash potato and then went to slacked .
We passed by this furniture shop , beh i ask aunty " aunty cn take sweets ehh ?"
she said yes , me and ina melampau amek 5 each , we should have take one whole of it , haha xD
then went slacked at th block , naek atas . lelaki2 sume tgk2 , i guess they pikehr we want isap rokok luhh xD
beh talk2 atas , crack jokes . pegi bawah , saw najib
talk to him and walk with him on the way back home , talk about hairi .
i ask him to kirim salam hairi and went off home , jalan beh nampak hairi peh kawan , tgk oranq cm tak penah tgk gitukk eyh ?
ketok kepale koranq baru tawu , haha reached home mummy as always on the fone
went to room , aqain cryinq , cenqenq tol ally .
For maths . confident baabe dpt lepas xD

2010-05-06T05:48:00.001-07:00

Thinking back our past , it such a wasted time we had right ?
I kept cryinq , but i just would waste that tears for yuu .
Without yuu , without yuu .
I went to Yayaastro blog , i dont know why ? i kinda miss her , haha - . -"
I look at each post , and guess , i saw your picture .
I make a fast scroll down, everything related to yuu , i would cry for it .
Yuu all got me wrong , im not the same small guhrla yuu all use to know .
I know i chanqed , cengenq kedebaab` xD but true fact ,
aku nak lupekan die but takk boleyh , kanitooooooot .
its up to me , aku sayang die jgaak but die suke oranq layen and which he didnt know aku shiok pat die
aku nampak die , i act normal .
I wont dissapoint my mom aqain , if she finds out i contacting yuu again , im in serious business .
She will be dissapointed and she will lose all her trust on me , tears ran down my cheeks when im typing this .
The first day my mom knows about us , she was super dissapointed , and she cried out " aku da takleh percayekan kau lagi lydia "
pathetic much , i've been a rebellious daughter in her own eyes , she sees me grow up .
I still remember her reaction when i kept piercing ****** , she was dissapointed like aqain .
Seeing her sad was the worst thinq ever , i still can remember how rebellious am i .
I wanna slap everyone , can ?
reluctantly , im just sick . everyday cryinq , everyday suffering & everyday missing
how ? if i contact yuu , mom finds out and i be in deep shit all over aqain
Yuu met aisyah that day and yuu say yuu wanna meet me but i dont find it serious , we can sort things out .

As for family members , i nvr fail to make them dissapointed . i want pierce aqain , follow my old childhood .
mom , i still remember how yuu showed me love . Aftr that bby was born , did yuu care about me ?
when i did somethinq right , no one remembers , but when i did somethinq wrong , do yuu forget ? NO , yuu remember .
Yuu keep naqqinq and i be the one who keep fighting back , i speak for myself .
Im lucky that now , yuu didnt beat me like the old times .
Im in serious misery , i wanna meet counsellor ASAP , hear it . ):

2010-05-05T06:22:00.000-07:00

hello , again babies (:
I dont know why but im havinq kinda moodswinq for everyday , oranq ckp aku step dengar but dalam hati aku tgh miserable maot ,
Even i want to slap my own friends but i dont show my anger , i dont want it to repeat , old times is old times im not gonna hurt anyone anymore .
Mummy Sister Brother , So is left with me and Daddy . haha we are at different rooms , playinq computer , yok datinq ! xD
cheeey , haha ! truth speakinq , for history paper i did anyhow , ysterday night was memorable , i was cryinq non stop seh , why ? Hairi laah sayaaanq (:
Sister maybe top up my handphone , so aftr top up i need to hide my handphone , later my mom seebok uh check , i hate it . tkd privacy
luckily she dont know my computer password , oh like common` she dont even know how to on the monitor screen , hidden button xD
well , she doesnt even know how to use it , HAHAH pathetic , sucha .
in the morninq just now , i kept dragginq myself and went to the toilet , OHMYGOD my eyes were sepeet mcm alien seh .
i try to smile , yuu know what ? i look like chinese in dark skin , in school pon , it doesnt change EVEN aftr i bath , wash face and stuffs .
Sampai school , force myself to open my eyes bigbig , but still its sepeet , aisyah mcm tawuyh2 je aku tak cukop tido , HAHAH !

Heh , sucha eh ? here some word for the girl at my school , kalaw terasehr , rase uh XD
Pathetic kan ? when i ask yu out , yu say yu cant but when it comes to her , kalaw bolei uh .
whats for me ? yuu said yourself yuu hate her and stuffs , why yu go with her , why yuu chanqe directions , behaviour ?
Bile kau ajak kau ke mane , kau ajak die padahal yuu know that i hate her though , yuu should be lucky i didnt confront yuu , why ? cause i dont want to hurt yr feelinqs
but semaken hari , yuu semaken over , for her anythinq will do , what for me ? yuu know her for many years , not me
but when yuu fought with her , who gave yuu the listeninq ears ? who gave yuu the support ? who help you ? is me , not her right
when yuu get in trouble , did i do stuffs just to get in trouble with you , yes . If yuu are absent , i will advise yuu to come .
And yes , if yuu get in trouble , i will help youu . i go penq the cite to the cher , and if the cher dont want hear , i do stuffs which make me get in trouble too .
Friday is our maths , our last day for th week , dont spoil my mood please , i want to say it out but i tahan . why? i dont want to hurt yr heart
We went through thick and thin TOGETHER and nt with her . when we are in danger , NOBODY help us except for a fews and not her .
Yuu should be lucky enough to have me , i always lose and let yuu win and i just kept the temper to myself , smilinq ,enjoyinq on th outside but do yuu know whats
in my heart dear ? No , simply a NO . That time when we walk , kaw sanggop tinggalkan aku jalan ngan die setakat kau nak jalan with her , bayek seh kau , pathetic much
I got more to say but i just keep it to myself okay ?

hairi , knowinq yuu are the best thinq ever . have a r/s with yuu was the awesome part but what i did ? hurt yr feelinqs and yuu hurt mine too .
Knowinq yu for 3 years what the bestest thinqs , cryinq about yuu was the miserable thinq i ever done
swear to god , i've neved cried for a guy before except for yuu hardly . aftr yuu came to my life , yuu are the angel in my heart ,
remember ? we always fought , hit bottles and talk secretly ? ): it was burn to ashes , only god knows how i felt , i just cant explain into words ):

2010-05-04T20:34:00.000-07:00

Quick updation before i study for my history :
Woke up feelinq sleepy , ): bath and dolled up .
i kept wonderinq why nana havent yet called me , slalu my phone rinqs peh
check2 she slept at her mom house so i cant go schoo with her
serious speakinq , i dont like seh if go alone later upper sec tgk2 mcm ..
heh (: so i walk with Pamela and Raudah just to kill time and go to school fast .
Sampai school , went up to classroom and saw bbyqirl :D
heh , chitchat and took our national anthem and went to Home Econ .
was being sucha good girl , i dont want cher to lose temper , later lost all hair eh xD
then that cher came , i dont like (:
Recess , ate curry laksa eh ? entah ? then went up to class for MT
Sumpah cher like -. -" oranq layen yanq bobal , kite plaak yanq kene
So prolly , next week kena serve detention 2 hour because of her - . -
Die write kat class journal , SUME WORLDWORLD !
please take actions , bodobodobodobodobodobodobodobodobodo
Then was PC , went to class since theres no assembly due to exams .
Upper sec sume " feweet2' dari atas , i didnt dare to look up , malas wuih .
beh ad mintak nombor , - . -' pathetic seh
Then had some Maths lesson and off we enjoy cause we have done doinq our work (:
Aftr that was IT , we waited at the IT room there but cher didnt came , bodo sia
so went back to class and played some juvenile games with Ina on the floor .
haha , childish seh . xD

Aftr school went to kedai mamak and the lollipop i want dont have , so went to bus stop
and went home with deenah , go 7 eleven beh walk to playground .
Saw Hairi nyehr Kwn , Chucky . Teros i tolak deenah beloook (:
haha i dont know why . if i see chucky or somebody or somethinq "related" to hairi ,
it makes me cry on th inside cause it hurts when i cant contact him or either see him ay ?
So lepak with deenah and went to Another block , ask Deenah to drink the slurpee fast2 till her brain sakeeyt
heh (: then my turn , i win i win ! :D

Went home , followed mummy to 7 eleven to buy cigga and smoke . chey no lah (:
Mummy ask me to pass it to daddy and she gave me $1 to buy lollipop
heh i buy the aunty busybusy . she thought i took 1 but i took 2 .
then she gave me 70 cents back , 2 for 0.30 cents , hahah (: patheticpathetic
so walk off home and online , bath and stuffs
Mummy is still not yet home so lets paarty (: byebye

5TH MAY BBY !
heh sorry for privatinq my blog , heheheh ! :D actually smlm naak post but when i on then internet dont have , sister didnt pay
finally she paid and i can enjoy ! :D
Woke up feelinq sleepy , i drag myself to my parents room to get the towel , i was seriously feelinq sleepy plus tired , i can just faint anytime .
Due to yesterday night , i kept cryinq while hearinq the jiwanq sonqs , Hairi )'; only god noes how i felt , nanges2 bantal basaah . heh .
then i wipe cause mummy is back and she bought me my fav lollipop , how kind (: heh , suckit and went back to sleep CRYINQ again - . -"
how much time i need to spare ? so i just went to sleep with tears all over my face , and i slept at 1+
Dolled up for school and went to school ALONE again -. -' pathetic lah .
Sampai skolah i thought late , dm waitinq , principal waitinq . hahaha xD
kept walkinq fast , hidinq my shoes behind pearlyn cause cn conferm my shoes not allowed , but atleast im wearinq a shoe right ?
went to class , revise and its our paper . History , i dont like it seyyh but what to do kan ?
if i transfer to NT kan bagos , i want dropdrop can mum ? haha , pathetic .
aftr school , walk to juronq west to search for some thinqs , and went to 7 eleven and bought mash potato andandandandand slurpeeeee(:
haha got one makcik watinq at the queqe and kept complaininq so late , she say " oranq nak terberak ni "
Fed up seh , oranq tgh blikan makanan gy ckp nak terberak , nk ckp kuaat2 bodobodo . haha !
bussed home , and mummy so shock i went home early , tak sangke die . haha !
Okay lah awak , nak off . byebye (:

2010-05-03T08:49:00.001-07:00

Yayayay ! mommy and daddy bought me a new computer just for me
somemore the computer quite fast , easy to use :D
iloveyou both , NOT . heh , finally i can have my own privacy (:
but conferm they check , they dont know my password .
Mummy dont know how to log in my computer , i trust daddy
why should he check when i didnt make a single problem with him ? heh (:

Tomorrow will be a good day since 3 days didnt met my bbyqirls uh ?
im gonna piss all teachers off , hhaha !
I miss Ms sheela , she will come back in term 3 and she expectinq me and ina
to chanqe , self-control babe ! maalas ahqqu
but untok ms sheela, aku anythinq eh ? :D
History is next for paper and im tired of history , i dont like seh , when i learn history , what comes in mind is sleep
heh , i will be sleepinq next .
i love my mummy and daddy ! heh thanks for the new computer , own picture for desktop but i puttinq my 1N1 photos :D
heh :D i likee bby !
tomorrow will be a keycoh day head , jumpe bbygirls ferm terpekik terlolonq , heh especially Ashwin
he owes me money , kan ina ? xD HEH , i dont know why tibetibe i miss Hairi and Him .

i will keep begginq sister to topup , heh
i want msg hairi lah , i dont want him to misunderstood about me , conferm die ingtkan aku nak mayen2 ngan hati die
I need Hairi by my side , smilinq on th outside while miserably cryinq on th inside .
Why life needed to be like this ? ): Hairi , i miss you when yuu are sl-inq with me , goshh ):
bby , i will never let yu go . I will die without yr presence , serious .
bhy , aku maseh sayanqkan kau lah kental

here are some words for bitches who kept pesterinq me and Hairi on the way back home :
Heh hello , aku sec 1 ? blajar dulu ? Oh kay thanks for the advice huney
aku sayanq koranq , lets make this clear Tolonglah jangan jage tepi kain oranq .
So what ? aku peh pahsal uh , pelajaran still i maintain ey ? Koranq ad susah hati tgk aku ngan Hairi sesuai snqt eh
Kay thanks , kalaw aku nampak koranq dgn mataey koranq , prepare eh , Kau nak hal kite kasi koranq hal
Aku tak kenal kau , sembaranq comment - . - mulot mintak kene cili

2010-05-02T06:35:00.000-07:00

heh , hello onces again ! :D
today went to JP to fetch a movie " bounty hunter"
we actually want to watch iron man 2 , but kirim salam sua
if i didnt watch part 1 , like how will i understand the part 2 ? heh (:
woke up in the morninq , online and chat with riri , aqilah .
planned with riri go science center but cancelled due to lame stuffs
and go fetch a movie , heh ! dolled up at 12 , supposed to meet riri at 12.30
but die babi ckp last minute kol 1, aku smack kanq ! `
so waited 30 minutes and mean while go clean up house abit
heh ! meet riri at bus stop , kesian die tunqqu aku ! naseb tak kiamat babe !
bussed 187 to jp , went to buy tickets and we went off to some shops
then went to arcade took some pichas , when we went out i saw the sign " no takinq of pictures "
Lols , tak nampak deh ! XD
went off to hall 1 kat wayanq , the people said " second theatre " but the
ticket says "theatre one " so we went to theatre one and sat down .
and yeah right we got the right theatre , theres couple beside us
so we want give them more privacy , we went sat at the back since nobody sittinq at th back .
geyrek seh ! th show begininq riri tak paham and i explain to her baru die paham - . -
mckokop tol , heh ! the movie very funny , right kan? we kept laughinq loudloud
they all too ! some got slooow reaction seh , we laugh beh suddenly got people laugh
and his laugh weirdweird , slow reaction make us laugh again .
me and riri baru prasan that in the theatre all couple , excuse me cite "bounty hunter" couplecouple meh? but i supposed th movie fun , worth for $10 (:
the movie end at 4:45 like that , so then my rezeki i found $16 under a sit .
ape lagik , just take uh (: my rezeki whaat? heh , the money i save uh .
went off , took some pichas . went to library , go toilet
beh go bus stop , bussed home .
in the bus im so freakinq pissed off , theres so many peoples
and somemore there are space in th center and nobody have th "kindness" to move , walaao !
beh need to squeeze , GERAM SIA ! bodo , ad space tknk masok
somemore if i go in , i also need squeeze . takpelah
bile part kat Hua Yi , FINALLY AD SIKEYT ORANNQ ! heh .
went to 7 eleven , bought slurpee . and riri hantar me home .
tak nampak die sia ): mane kau menghilanq bodo , kau tkm mcm2 uh , aku tetap sayanqkan kau .
if yuu were to knw the real story , conferm kau nanges sia . maak oi !

family : since yu want shit , i give u shit ey ?
i broke the lava lamp, eh lava lamp bolei dibeli uh .
Koranq sume naseb ah sia nyawe aku maseh ad .
ni baru lava lamp yu make sucha fuss , ehh think twice before scoldinq lah - . -

mummy , first yuu took boyfriend away .
now what ? beinq in yr family is sucha makinq my life goes upside down.
i want hairi laahhhhhhhhhhhh ):
and hell yeah, im lack of kasih sayanq .
you gave all yr attention to bby aje , what about me ?

2010-05-01T19:13:00.000-07:00

2010-04-30T06:48:00.000-07:00

senqket peh sia ni ppm , aku peh kuranq ajar tak sampai tahap itu siol .
mau maki makcik jalanan , dasar anak oranq kaye , chey bapak die oranq jalanan jugak eyhs ?
Baek uh ally , ina . dapat warninq dari history cher - . - "
cause we kept sinqing a sonq usinq her name , sengket sia .
katehrkan name die dalam seribu XD
but hey ! lookinq back at this picture , kalaw itu anak aku
sumpah aku dah tempelenq muke die , rembat die maot`maot eyhs? (:
mak bapak tak ajar peh case sampai mau maki ini nenek yanq tak bersalah ,
kalaw ppm die depan aku , aku tempelenq die uhhhr ! XD

I got nothinq to say for now but im gettinq moodswinq everyday , mens da bes seh ):
Yesterday :
mum : kakak kau takdlah mcm gini bile sec 1 ! * talk to me infront of sister and ahbq
me : ah yelah
mum : mesti salinah ajar kau gini sume kan !
* moodswinq came by
me : ASL NGAN SALINAH UHHH ! PRANQAI AHH SIA !
* Walk to room , banq the door loudly
me : AH YELAH SIA , KAKAK ISAP ROKOK PAT SCHOOL TAKNAK BUKAK CERITE !
--
me and brother in th room
ahbq : EH BODO ! LETAK KAU PEH BUKU LLAH SIA KAT TEPI , ORANQ NAK TIDO KAN !
me : SKEJAP LAH BODO !
ahbq : EH BODO ! SEKARANQ LAH SIAL
me : PUKIMAK PEH JANTAN , * walk to the books and throw my bag loudly against the wardrobe
and books
ahbq : HAMLAU NYEHR POMPAN !
me : DIAM AH KAU SIAL ! BIKEN SUSAH MAK BAPAK , AD TATTOO SINI SANE , MAMPOS SUA EH
ahbq : diam ah bodo ! hamlau !
--
ahbq besar masok , he though i lock pintu sampai he tried to open to no avail
me : MANE AD LOCK ! ALEHMAAAAK !
mum : kau takm biadap ngan ahbq blei ?
me : DIE YANQ START DULU PEH * SHOUT FURIOUSLY
mum : * walk off , start laughinq with other members with pathetic jokes
leavinq me cryinq in the room alone .
--
i was cryinq and i cant sleep well , i was thinkinq about hairi ):
seriously , i was cryinq and at that point of moment i was thinkinq about suicide
i was thinkinq having suicide the next morninq
i was thinkinq how much i hurt Hairi alot, aku sayanq kau bodo !
Why life pathetic need to be like this , i love hairi alot and why i cant be with him
our lovestory were just so sweet till someone ruined it ):
--
the next morninq
woke up as per normal , went out to school . close door , mum open it
mum : AKU TAMPAR MUKE KAU BARU KAU TAWU !
me : APELAH !
mum : BIADAP!
me : *walk off *hentak kaki
me : PAGI2 DA KASI ORANQ HILANQ MOOD
--
at school were just quite okeh eh ? pathetic ad fire drill , 1n3 and 1n2 boys kacau`kacau me
raihan let me use his paper to fan myself , and so i did .
beh i told ina " the uses of paper " *laughs
davis : Lydia , you at what question now ?
me : haha ! pathetic lah kau
minutes later ,
davis : Lydia , finish the paper already ?
me : haha ! kao eh !
davis : eh hujan uh , kau tak bawak payonq peh ?
me : mane ad ?
davis : pointinq to chinese girl who usinq umbrella *
me : slenqe sia * laughs with ina
aftr that they all cheer ,then i also cheer uh ? XD
beh went for recess
--
aftrall i just realise that my marks are droppinq way down , when i was with hairi
my marks were okay sia - . - citot .citot .citot

When i fail , when im sad , what i think was suicide .
friends , takecare of yrself if im REALLY not around anymore .

Ya Allah , kenapa harus mu pisahkan lelaki yanq ku sayanqi dengan sepenuh hatiku ? )':

2010-04-24T18:21:00.000-07:00

AKU SAYAAAANQ 1N1

thanks for the support yuu gave to each and everyone Mr Fok and Aisyah (:

Every down has its up , but it may not be true my friend .
If yuu choose me just for fame , get the hell out of my life cause i aint need shitoozxc
like yuu okeyh bitch ?

2010-04-24T17:55:00.000-07:00

Fed up lah siaa , pagy2 buter da mcm kanitoot .
msqinq with "her"

A : eh niari kau free ?
R : Dont ask stupid question lah , midyear exam already ofcourse im not free
* i read her msg , teros da kebaboom !

A : kalaw aku tanyer baek2 , kau reply baek2 uh sia . Kau takd manner peh sia haziq tak ajar eh ? Kau pikehr funfair peh aku nak keluar , aku keluar pon nak bli present ahbq aku . Bile part kau nak blikan utk Imran , aku bolei je . Beh tak balas balek .Haziq tak ajar kau manners eh ?
Aku dah fed up ngan attitude mentel kau .

I understand she got mid year exam ,when th part she replied in a fuckinq manner ,
i was high already , serious
I ask her if she free today is not that aku pakse die peh , i go out stakat nakk bli ahbq nyehr present beh go home , i ask in a good manner ,and is a NEED to reply in a good manner too , tol tak ? Die pikehr aku bodo gituk ,i spared her my 3 hours , why cant she spared for it too ?
Okeh ah aku paham , she didnt reply in the same manner i did , i replied in the bad manner .
Aku peh fanatic aku belom kuarkan eh , kau jager2 sua .
Hold me to my positive and trust me , you will never see my worse negative ,
Act lawa lah tu eh ,jgn pikehr kau ad mataey , kau cukop lawa .
Yuu dont even know tat guy = . = menyesal aku KWN dgn kau , aftrall that 9 years is WASTED
it goes down the rubbish chute.

2010-04-24T04:09:00.000-07:00

What i did to deserve all this ?
Hairi , i may hate yuu but deep inside i felt the "sympathy" for yuu
Asl jantan gian ? koranq banyak minom naughty G eh?
Grr , i hope the boy i sayanq tak mcm gituk sudah .

Hairi , from the year i known yuu till now
Thanks for love , care , concern yuu showed me .
Thanks for all the thinqs yuu did and the kisses yuu gave me .
Yuu did one mistake which makinq it unforgivable , the mistake which im dissapointed in.
I know yuu gian but yuu noe yrself tht i wanna stay virgin ):
please, think about me hairi , Life is not always about yuu ):

2010-04-24T01:23:00.001-07:00

A big hello again yea ? (: Jyea , i miss him already siaaa, harap2 die takd oranq nyehr sudah keyh ?
I will still edit blog , later
Im gonna start to study later for English , ally worry seh )': cher said if fail english , will retained .
Come on lahh ! one subject only sia ): grr , study`study .
Actually by now im out to go buy ahbq present but they all sume takleh sia , dissaapointed .
Takp lah eh , im currently missinq my fun yesterday . drank that water , ate icecream , comot2 plaak tu
but im the first one to finish , koranq mulot kecyq sngt laahh XD still remember about the girl kat bus stop
rememberinq it , kept laughinq . she was runninq to the bus stop , beh her shoe suddenly fly out XD
The people at there was laughinq , me and ina too . tak baek siaa kiteoranq sumehr , ahahah !
I miss those times at class , countdown 10 second till bell rinqs , grr !
I swear , if 1N1 gonna be separated , i'll cry my heart out . my friend too precious , one of a kind (:
I miss disturbinq my friends when they are seriously busy , betol tak ina ? XD
Ape yanq pentinq ? KejeSame ,thats what we do when Home Econ , passed another class , buat bisenq .
I had a slight problem with some sec 2 girls , i dont know what happened deh , tak salah .
HELL YEAH ,I MISS DISTURBINQ TEACHERS (: if i failed in hongkah , mummy will transfer me go Shuqun ):
Shuqun merepek lah , CHEY Jokinq je lah . my ahbq there sia , nnti takd freedom , thats why i hate shuqun
tunggu abg graduate , then i like shuqun back yee ? hahaha , i prefer Hongkah Uniform , lagi coooooool .
It seems that my old friend sume da brubah alright , especially her .
it so sad seeinq how she chanqed , and forgettinq her friend , th important thinq in her like is her boyfriend.
but what yuu do when you both break up ? Carik kawan jugak alright , i really hate Hairi now .
I realised that he take me sebabkan nak bustardkan , kalaw kaw sayanqkan aku , yuu tak payah buat ginieyh sume seh
betol kaan ? FinaKecyk , iloveyou ! she's the one who *sedarkan* Ally u noe , Ahh grr (:
Hate it or not , im still gonna love my Sayaaaanq , Ha----a . alright ? (:
die tak hensem , die peh pahsal . Janji aku sayanq die sudah eh , hahaha ! ;D
eh korannq tawu right pahsal yuyulSepet nyehr " Fake " blog , adehr oranq bukak blog behh act mcm itu die
Ye lah kaau, muke keparat jubohh conferm jealous tgk yuyul kaan ,ni lah oranq2 yanq bodo , sehtupid XD
Yuyul , bersabar alright (: we all here for you , cheydibah , jiwang`
ahbg birthday , 2 more days .. I dont know what to buy , seriously .

Here are some words for Hairi :
Kalaw kaw nak bustardkan pompan , kaw janqan carik aku eh . Klaw ahbq aku tawu, conferm kau da kene rembat .
Aku dah baahek sngt tak bilanq abg aku taw , kaw saketkan hati aku , yuu say yr handphone takd nombor sec 2 pon .
Narq fake bile in our r/s pon tak agak2 ehh , please lah . I need a boy who can proves to me what loves .
But i realised that , you just want me just for what eh ? BUSTARDKAN AKU , hear it , im gonna stay virgin till im married (:
Kaw katehr , jangan break ngan i lahh , i sayanq u lahh . Those words sampah eh , Simpan lah eh untokk pompan layen
Byebye , kalaw aku jumpe muke kaw . Kaw jangan harap aku mau teqor kau eh , jangan harap .

And here some words for that gerl in secondary 1 , kalaw kaw terasehr , not my problem eh :
Kau gatal jugak eh , please . Dah ad mataey buat hal ad mataey . Pahsal kaw , aku hilanq kawan precious .
Because of your sehtupid mouth , i dont even understand asl die blei cayekan kau .
He suppose to know everythinq , Conferm eh kaw dah brainwashed . jangan ingat kaw ad mataey , aku takot .
Kalaw kaw nak step hero depan aku pahsal ad mataey , relax one corner sua eh ?
And yes , kau pauto aku , kau brainwashed kwn aku , bile kau ad problem ngan aku , ape kau buat ?
Bilanq orang layen pahsal ni case , and yeah . You turn the story upside down , konon` oranq nak cayekan kau uh
Isap lah sia . aku benci kaw lah seh ): kaw kasi aku saket hati ,kalaw kau takd dalam idop aku kan geyrek ?

Mummy told me Ahkak dah gaji sia , taknak bilanq sianq2 , so down . I want rebond fringe Again ):

2010-04-23T17:14:00.000-07:00

Hello :D Monday english exam , argh ! ):
Yesterday :
Came to school , first two lesson was Science
Cher says " i dont want anymore nonsense from both of you "
Both of you is Ina and Me - . -" bohlayan je
Then was MT , didnt behave but did our work XD
went to th toilet and stuffs , dahtanq balek je da recess =-=
Recess , sat with manymany people , disturb peopleXD
then was English , forget to brinq my homework and Textbook
lucky sia cher didnt ask to take out , haha XD
then was maths , geyrek doh . last lesson felt like cryinq
last day peh , monday dah school. deep inside, i tahan XD
Countdown with class , melvin instruct us
"10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1 " *bell rinqs , mr fok was smiling
haha , still remember , i didnt wrote my name down
then kecyq says its me . then mr fok say " naughty lydia "
hahha >.<

Geyrek part :
Aftr school , teman bbygirls to bubbletea jap as mummy said
" jangan balekq lambat " she didnt said " balek slepas skolah "
kankan ? haha XD then dah bli bubbletea , went to buy the drink
dont ask me to say out the drink as we four promised not to tell anyone
went up the void deck, first was fira , then was ina , then nasyitah , beh me
wow , sedap . high siket je lah , nasyitah conferm balek steam sial .
hahaha , beh they two treat us ice cream , baik sia koranq , nnti
ina & aku blanje balek ahkeh ?ha , bussed home
met deenah , kak suhaila and kak suhadah . deenah friendly seh :D
went home , mummy ask where i go ? i said , go out. LOLS

byebye (: aku sayanq ha----a

2010-04-22T00:03:00.000-07:00

Hello ! ah grr , currently at home ALONE . Borinq lah , chattinq with my finakecyk and Ina
FinaKecyk sec 1 face kiut seh , sape dpt die untonqq (:
Woke up , called Ina asking if she goinq to school , die py . aku py uh ;D
Bathed , doll up . Went to school with Herna .
naek hall beh i shouted " INAAAAAAAAAAA ! " the "NA " i make lonqlonq .
beh other cher " WAAHH SO NOISYYYYYYYYYY " the "SY" she make lonqlonq .
HhahaXD first lesson was english , laughinq alot with Ina about Hairi XD
Ina , u noe i noe but we tetap concentrate y'noe (: did some Contexual clues
After that was Maths , went to computer lab and did Test , baek ah ally 37 / 40
hahaha XDD then was recess , saw my sayanq<3 , i really love him u noe, NT so what ?
Aftr that was CCM, i hate that tooot lesson . = . = toot sia , gy toilet takbley
beyh oranq layen blei siol , i asked kwn mintak chekgu , then i took it
Gy toilet, nak kenchinq sia , beh cher dont let at first , i said " later leakage lah "
Mcm harassing siol - . - Then went to the toilet, da balek . kene lecture sia .
Aku masok , chekgu stare hard kat aku , aku that time kat luar nak masok
beh aku jelinq , aku masok . aku kasi chekgu exit pass . beh aku dudok
chekgu ckp " stand here ! " , aku bohlayan uh , aku dudok sane .
beh chekgu pekik ' YOU ! STAND HERE ' beh kene diri luar , lecture sampai aku nanges sia- . -"
nanges bkan pahsal takot , nanges pahsal marah . takleh tahan sia kemarahan aku ,
mcm nak tumbok tu peh chekgu , tangan aku macam narq sampai je .
beh kalaw dah emergency nak kencing, takkan nak stay kan . bodo sia prangai
seriously sia, ni palenq terok aku kene mrh , but chill uh , sape nak nanges pahsal ni slenge ?
doranq sume ingt ally nanges pahsal sedeh , Lols ! sedeh siket uh , cause in ally life ,
tak penah kene mrh ngan chekgu gituk mcm . im pampered amonq the teachers whaat (:
Then was recess , did test . conferm fail sia ): ally , whats happeninq ?
ah grr lah sial, buat sembarangan , hand up and was Maths
Did some filinq , and chittychaatty , bile nak dekat bell rinq
satu class countdown " 10 , 9 , 8 , 7 , 6 , 5 , 4 , 3 , 2 , 1 " * BELL RINGS
coolio , then went to bus stop , hantar Ina . saw that upper sec guy , i asked ina mintakkan number
Mayen2 je lah , ahahah (: aku sayanq Ha----a .
Went home, parents takd . bath and played computer
English exam on monday sia , citot ! bye (:
Aku sayanq kak fina , ha----a (:

2010-04-21T04:22:00.000-07:00

I saw ahbanq yearbook , 2009 . I saw chip bby )':
I wanna forget about him but i failed .
I wanna hold his heart but i failed .
I wanna take care of him like how he took care of me but i failed .
I wanna take care of his feelings but i failed .
I wanna hold him till my last breath but i failed .
I wanna be his till the last day on earth but i failed .
I wanna make him smile even though i cant smile but i failed .
I wanna make our relationship last longer but i failed .
I promise to make him happy but i failed .
I promise not to break with him but i failed

I broke promises and yes i broke his heart .
i felt useless , i cant even smile and i need to plaster one .
Life is full of challenges ahead but why it must be me and chip bby ?
What we did till we need to face this?
Chip, we didnt get in contact for two month ):
where did you go ? My friend jumpe yuu , yu said yu wanna meet me .
Batanq hidonq kau aku tak nampak siyaahr ):
Chip , meet soon . Im gettinq sick and tired for this syq . ):
Im jealous seeing other couples last long until 3 month plus , what about us?
Narq dekat 1 month , beh break . what a waste , i noe its my fault ):
Sorry for all the things i done that hurt your feelings
you such a good brother . I know syq ):
But i look at your face kat yearbook , kekek sia . very kental u-noe ? ;D
but tetap , my best boy ever eh eh ?

ahaah ingt tak kite peh sentence for life?
" kite bohlayan oranq-oranq kentalan jubs " -> edit doh ! ;D

You all noe pahsal Achik Spin kan ? He meninggal on last saturday , 17 april.
He died because of accident , god love him more . what to say eh ?
I love him sia , since i was small , i love his voice
sedeh sia , somemore baru dapat baby .
Achik , may you rest in peace . Amin .. )':

Today ;D
Woke up at 8.30 , bath doll up
went to school alone cause herna went to school earlier -.-
Aku tak suke uh , datanq skolah mesti kene kacau
Upper sec uh , close gate , beh gate open . i close back
DM " eh open , let the rest come in "
Beh upper sec tawekan aku , funny eh funny ?
beh got one uppersec , look at me smiling2 , tating siulzxc - . -
Went to hall STRAIGHT , got one chi boy sec 2 , tating sia
I walk very the slow , bag heavy . then he behind me like stalking me
dari toilet sia , beh i just shuddap , padahal ad lagi satu walkway
die blei jalan , nak jalan blakanq aku je - . -"
went to hall , Ina was there . Shared my stories with her , kekek luhh
Kacau people and stuffs ;D , First lesson was PE
Did Stuffs , standing broad jump .
Then was Science , urgh ! i hate it . Cher was talking
beh i cant listen , i do my own business luh kan?
then kena scolded - . - ' aku bohlayan je
Beh i talk ah , she dontwant listen . i said " im talking to you "
she replied " Why should i listen , when i talk to you , did you listen ? "
Baru nak ckp " i didnt even ask you to listen "
da start nagginq , Ina masei blei buat business . Hhahaah
Got test , merepek uh . buat sembarangan .
Pahsal ni chekgu , name aku , fadhil ngan Ina dalam Class Journal
It goes to DM lah kirekan - . -" toot uh
Then was recess , sat with my special friends . Gossips
HAHA , Oh my , Ha----a cute oi , cutecute ! grrr , ina noes :D
Then was Art , Laugh alot . Not fair eh , i draw many things for Ina
beh she got the points , ahah ! kekek lah ina nieyh
Then was English , One class got the paper. only one is short of paper
One chi girl , beh i said to cher " cher nevermind, i give her "
malas peh pahsal kan . beh cher replied ' yuu want talk right ? '
i said " mcm tawutawu jehr " ahaah !
Aftr that , stayed back awhile , played games with bbygirls .
Walked , so abanq . ignored him , tk nampak pon . ina tergorkan , haha ! XD
until Ina says " ape nye adek ni " LOLS !
Walked to bus stop , talked about this guy upper sec , TATING SIULZCV
At the canteen that time , he looked at me . i look at him , beh stepping bodo tgk tempat layen
It repeats manymany times u noe ?! Fed up , ask bbygirls to look at him
beh he and his friends look at me -. -" grr , tating lah . tgk2 oranq mcm tak pernah tgk seh );
Bobal pahsal die , nampak die kat bus stop . AGAIN ITS HAPPEN ! grr- . - "
Narq tgk oranq , tgk ad limit uhr siya . kasi oranq boiling siak !
- . -' went home , slacked awhile downstair , went home at 6.45pm

Koranq2 , hello XD lame sia - .-"

2010-04-19T22:50:00.000-07:00

hello babies ! currently at school , aku da bes buat keje peh ! ;D
First lesson for today was Home Econ, ally bored sia )':
hahah ! Then was recess , ate nasi lemak with ina ;D
Aftr recess was MT , cher very like what sia . ckp sikeyt kene mrh , stakat potong 2 marks je
potong ah ;D then was PC , did enjoyed the Assembly but tak paham sia? HAHAH
They showed about the earth , very th touching .
then was maths , learn new things for the mid year exam , kekek sial !
Aftr that was IT , that girl pauto siol .
she ask cher " can go to this website meh ? "
cher said " no , lydia close . "
kau pikehr aku mane nak tutop , aku bohlayan je ... buto eh kaau . takd kawan , nak step dlm group
pike mane peh bigbig eh? ;D

Oh my , im currently missing chipmunk ): where he go ? i need his kiss now ):
Grrr , people keep pestering me, guhrla , you keep spoiling my mood always , bodo sia prangai
menggatal je eh ngan jantan ;D , klaw jantan kau tawu, mampos kau eh
Ingt eh , ad pergi ad baleyk , bskbsk2 aku buat balek . HAHAHAH ` creative , inoe inoe
Im missing my FinaKecyk , Chip bby , Salinah , padahal2 sbelah2 siol ! hahahahha ;D
bile IT , si Ina tak habes jokejoke ! ;D hahah ingt tak na ? gmbr tu kat fb
hahaha XDD , as you can see .

2010-04-19T05:23:00.000-07:00

oh my god, oh my god , oh my god !
26th april my abanq haqim birthday , i dont know what to buy sial !
ape seh nak beli , baju? skirt ? cheydibah pathetic eh jantan kai skirt XD
hahaha , i dont know sia ,baju topman ?!
grr , i will buy something expensive for him and i'll say at the note
" this thing cost $ ?? . ?? , make sure you buy something more expensive than tis for my birthday "
babi eh aku , currently miss my chipmunk , its been month i didnt met him ):
Ya Allah , lindungilah insan ini yanq ku sayangi )': Amin .

* Please help me , tag at my tagboard about what to buy for brother

2010-04-19T01:31:00.000-07:00

eh girl , what you takes us for ? a doll ?
remember , ad pergyh ad baleyk eh , kau akan rase ape kite rase
Bile recess , kau gy kat sapehr ? kat budakbudak 1n3 , beh aftr that ?
Me and Salinah jugak kaan ? kalaw kau bace eh , change your fucking attitude eh
Its good that i didnt wrote your name down here , at my blog alright .
Kau kasi kita merane , kite buat kau suffer seumor hidop eh , benci taw gini mcm
Im goodgerl but just that people keep pestering me , i have a limit
Went beyond that limit , kaw jagerh2 uh eh ?
And to that girl * Bukan Hong kah
Kaw eh jgn pikehr kau lagi tue dari aku , kau blei pijak2 kepale aku
Im not what you think eh , benci taw . i try to care about your heart
Kaw kacau aku , aku diam je taw eh . aku tak bobal pon , kau katehr budak atas aku kan
But you took the advantage ,and yes mulot kaw senanq jehr blei ckp
" kau tgk uh asl budak sec 2 benci budak sec 1 , koranq peh prangai gini gini macam "
aku diam je , taknak carik pahsal , lagi kau add in
" koranq better uhk change your attitude , naanti tak lame lagi budak sec 2 sume benci koranq "
Aku da , keh ah true , prangai memanq prangai , takkan kau ngan kwn2 kau
tak penah gini mcm , kasi ah chance beb , budak baru naek kene sound ?
Da gile ke pe ? i meant like , just stay in your fucking life, takyah nak sebok oranq peh hidop
Kita tak kacau kawan kau , kau relax je lah eh . Like damn seriously ,
kaw suroh oranq ubah pranqai , beyh kau sndiri ? pikehr prangai gooood sngt eh ?
step goodgood laahk ni betine , malas taw .
Exam is around two weeks time , and here you are disturbinq people life .
eh , jangan pikehr budak lower sec senanq kene bully eh .

Hello ! brightbright punyaaaaahr babe ! actually planning to skip school
but takyah , today got maths test , senaaaaanq coolio peh cher ! widesmile*
Woke up at 7 , bath and doll up . went to school with herna
Da sampai skolah , met Ina . Beh jokes around with idiot jokes XD
then first lesson was History , got back our history test , baek ah 12/20
i thought fail siak , check2 pass . Ina got 15 , haha baaaek ! (:
Aku bile History , answers sume aku worldworld sia ! nnti aku ckp
' we need freedom and we need courage to defend ourself '
XD haha after that was MT , did our letter and be a goodgerl
but not, jokes with Ina Like again , kekek sia .ina ingt tak ?
susu terpancut ombak ? XD , kekek sia ! hhaaha
Then was recess , eateat and went off to class when DM whistle
Was english , me and ina pay full attention ... NOT ! chey , we pay attention lah
then was maths , mr fok kasi kiteoranq test , not so hard
easy ah , but got tricky questions
Music , we watched some of th videos , STOMP and did some of th questions
bbygirl and me was PISSED OFF , extremely . tetap kite due sabaar .
Klaw kau tak suke kite masok , say it out loud . dont waste our time
then was science , sat with bbygirl and came late . - . - '
bbygirl and me stood outside for 10 minutes , mrepek sia !
then like cher asked to stand , i said you said boys waaat
then cher said you want be boy or girl ?
reply : obvious girl , girl is fun ! hahh , then went in and sat with bbygirl ,
our quote for the day " kite bohlayan eh oranqoranq kental " HAAAHAH ! (:

I cant wait for my birthday ,Puasa and Hari raya .outings conferm banyak , even mom says so (:

2010-04-18T05:51:00.001-07:00

helo helo helo , im pissed off by somebody . I will not point fingers alright ?

To her :
Please eyhk , klaw muke kau lawa tak ah eh , nieyh muke pecah seribu .
I am fed up when you with that bustard , beyh kau ad pikehr pahsal kwn kau sndiri ?
Oh please man , aku ngan chipmunk Kau comment bende pahsal chipmunk
ad aku tampar kau ? ad aku bantai kau ? tak eh tak !
Aku tak ego mcm kau eh , please lah gerl . Aku pikehr pahsal feelings kau ,
asl kau tak bolei pikehr pahsal feelings aku ? think eh think .
I know you love that guy so much , but that doesnt meant you can leave bbygirls behind right ?
When you are upset , where did you go ? to bbygirls jugak kan ?
example , diyanah and aqilah but too bad you and them are fighting now .
Small kids alright ? Diyanah ask you to do a simple task, you dont want and you sit
at one corner , msg-ing imran . Please lah , change your freaking attitude
You know what , you such a beetchy bitch , hear that . Kalaw kau nak itu jantan sangat2 ,
kau tinggal ah ngan die satu rumah but dont forget the bbygirls who cheer you up
when you are upset , they are there when you need them , but when you dont need them ,
what you do ? leave them alone , havinq that anger in you . IM TOTALLY DISSAPOINTED WITH YOU !
Just now i talked to you in msn , i said about your peranqai , i control my harsh words
and you such a cowardy coward dont want to reply , and went offline .
Sorry puteri , like i said im not at mood to call you or otf
and i throw tantrums on bby . and you noe what , you think about imran ONLY
What about me ? Friend of yours you know for 9 years that having an ache heart .
Dont cry when im not around eh , jangan bile aku tinggi baru kau menyesal .

Today woke up , played computer then at 12 plus went to bed with abanq hedir .
In one bed , two person . i kept pushing him padahal maseyh ad 1 bed lagi , but dontwant uh >.<
Then mom woke me up , went to JP to buy some beads with mom
she intended to insert me in a beading workshop , but then need to pay $100 and the things
need to buy $200 plus over , puas hati tu $300 + shopping kaan ? (:
Went to piercing shop , told mom that i pierce here and bought eyebrow stud .
Off to Dress shop , mom bought a dress , lawahr ;D

Then rode 157 back home , in bus i kept cryinq beside mom but she didnt noticed
I cried cause i miss chipmunk , alot already siyaahq ):
Chip bby , i miss you alot , pleaseplease wait ! )':

Exams are around the corner, im gonna have a fight with textbooks , i dontwant lah ! ):
i hate exams, tell me who love exams ?

2010-04-17T18:47:00.000-07:00

HELLO (:

Oh my ! im planning to save my pocket school money and buy clothes
I waant , serious shitzxcv sia , i will be throwing my old clothes out and buy new clothes in

Look at my " Extra" section , ally dah edit sume , will be tambah2 kan lagi yehr :D
26th april is my abg birthday , still i dont know what to buy for him .
4 days is my abg sedare marriage , my family is involved . 26th april is also my exam
alaa ! aku malas doh nak skolah , mcm nak quit je . what to do kan ? trying my best to go to express

currently chatting with riririotdoll , that mothafucker. chey !
mendak doh mendak , monday maths test siak ): maalas , need to get on the books already

byebye , short updation sorry

2010-04-17T05:09:00.001-07:00

Attention , i've created a new tumblr already (:
http://randombeaut-y.tumblr.com , everyday i update lah eyhk ? No promise (:
OkehOkeh , today didnt went to lynnette chalet due to my lazyness , and my ezlink lom topai
pokaai ! nak savinq rebond fringe (: Yesterday me and mom bake pizza and today cake lhaak;D
Sedap doh our pizza ;D currently watching Monster Inc , ekeke ! (:
Cant wait for monday , and i guess i need to touch my books now
Exams are around the corner , malas sei ! sobsob , what to do kan ?
eh anyway, u noe what? mira and zah had broke up cause if their parents .
Relax okeh ? cause i felt sad for you too , i also kena peh ! hairi
Even though i love him , still i need to listen to my mother
Hairi , if you are reading this , pleaseplease wait aku saaayanq kau bnyk2 doh ! (':

Wednesday is my 2.4km run , alaamak malas sial ! took our test
shuttle run 11.1 / 11.5 second , fastest timing for girls .
Inclined pull up - 35 , sit up 25 i deproved alot sia ! >.<
Janji tak dpt C sudahh eeyh ?

My birthday is coming nearer , in 3 month time . Wish section will be edited
Pleaseplease , grant me the wish , i want sia ! haha taktawu malu eh

gotta get going , bye

2010-04-16T05:40:00.000-07:00

hellow ! War with mom is finally over , heh ! (:
just now at about 5 or 6 she confront me about controlling me .
She says she dont want me to get spoiled cause i was spoiled XD
And she dont want me to have bad influence , she really love me alot
Shes the only daughter she has now , she cant bare to lose me .
Cause Sister is bigbig already and shes married , and about Hairi
She scared that Hairi will spoiled me , paham2 jehr luhr (:

Heh (: currently chatting with Fina Kecyk , Amira & kaak irakeneto (:
amira baru rebond seyh , kembanq eh kembanq
eh guys , today kaan hujan pagy ? mom says takyah py skolah sua
but i still want , aku dtg skolah pon tk concentrate much
Niari tompanq herna nyehr pakcik peh kerete , i also dont know sia
tibetibe herna call " hello , jumpe aku pat bawah . pakcik aku hantar "
beh i turon uhq , check2 naek krete , paisay doh ! >.<
Then went to school , Ina still havent yet sampaai !
ask pearlyn " eh got prepaid ? "
she said yes , beh diehr baek hati pinjamkan , i called ina
but no network coverage =. = , dtg balek . sume sudah diri . paisay siot !
haha , then went for Science , bbygirl sat with me . beh talk about -----
takd keje kan , atleast kite tak kacau oranq , oranq tak kacau kite sudah eyh ? (:
Then was MT , arrived 15 minutes late . haha but tetap habeskan keje
Recess , cabot xD , ate as pernormal . then was English
Chekgu suroh bace , me and Ina kat blakanq maseh blei bobal merepek
we do idiot stuffs , katehr inaa setahr kecoh ? (: betol tak betol ?
Then was Maths , was abit frustated for my maths test result . just passed
Susah deh , somemore bdk2 1N3 ad dpt below 10
Aftr school , Icha and Fiqah nak jumpe Ina , settled their problems
then went off to home . Help mummy do pizza ,sedaaaaaaaaaaaap (:

eh si monyet tu da tak kacau bbygirl aku lagi ,
da kene warning katehrkan 0 . 0

Oh ya , for these two bitches :
Kau pehal siak nak pecah lobanq? Sampaai itu pompan da tawu
Kite sume da tak cayehr kau , mulot kau sumpah tak perlu
Kau pikehr kau ad senior sec 2 , kite sume gentar? tak eyh , tak perlu
kalaw kau brani , kau diri takd oranq backup .
Kite sume dari dulu tak puas hati same kau , kau sume pecahkan lobanq kiteoranq
pikehr kite sume suke ? beh handphone oranq kene confiscate pahsal kao ,
kau free hand je eh? Yelah , beh duedue flirty nak mampos
asl nampak laki , tinggalkan bbygirls sndiri - . -"

My war with mom is over , but .. (:

2010-04-15T01:24:00.000-07:00

Aftr reading Puteri tumblr about her fucking daddy , it goes the same way to my motha-fucker

You know what Mum ? Im sick and tired of being controlled
Im not your five year old ghurla anymore, im thirteen mum !
Just accept the fact , i need my own freedom too .
Why cant you be like other parents who let their daughter
have boyfriend and stuffs? I break ngan Hairi , because you forced
me to , i still love hairi lah mum ! But this what i get when i gotten
good marks ?
What can i say , because of you i've lost the boy i love
Hairi is the one who showed me love , care , concern . And you fucking ruined it
Why you have to end my hapiness ? and take it away , why mum?
I know old times you didnt know that im in your stomach
and yeah sister didnt want me cause im a girl . Fuck it eyhs
You end my hapiness, you took away my Hairi . Fuck it lahh sial
Aku da tak tahan lagiey hidop merane dlm rumah aku sndiri , rumah aku sndiri
tawu tak ? Why cant be like other parents ?
Who gave their own daughter freedom , less curfew and have boyfriend
Why you are so pathetic in my life ? sorry to say this but even though
you are my mom , i dont really love you like one .
Ye , ' syurga dibawah tapak kaki ibu ' but you being sucha mean mother to me
And i had enough of it , serious . I am freaking jealous looking at other parents
Did they gave their daughter freedom ? yes they did mum , and you ?
You can take my freedom away , i dont care but i dont really like it
when you took away my Hairi , kaw tawu kan aku sayanqkan hairi
He proves to me that boys are not the same , his the one who i love till eternity
I dont know what , you kept comparing me with sister . Sister old trend eh
ni zaman 2010 laah mum , change your freaking attitude mum
Why cant you be like Yuyun Mum ? she encourage her daughter do piercings
and what about you ? you let abanq do piercing at his eyebrow and tounge
You didnt let me do it , what i can do Helix piercing .
I kept crying for Hairi ,hoping he will listen it . I have to endure all these
I cried every night , even in school alright . I just have to pray to god everything will be alright
And yes , nothing happen . Please Please Please changed
I nearly killed myself ysterdy, no jokes eh .
You scolded me at the room pahsal my outing on saturday
I shouted while walking off the room" LECEH AH !"
you answered back " LECEH KAW TANYEH UH BAPAK KAW "
And i went to the toilet crying , i wash my hand and saw the freaking knife
God gave me the strength , i put the knife back and went to my room
Still cryinq in bed till 3 in the morning , i kept thinking of Hairi
And i still love him alot lah siak , ad je oranq nak pauto oranq layen
gosh , in school today i cant concentrate much . Ina didnt came, kiwak lah ):
Please Mum , if i been sucha burden to you . Just send me to Girls home .
Aku blei jage diri aku kat sanehr .

Updation for today in school ):
Woke up , feeling weak cause i was cryinq 11-3am .
Bath and Went to school with herna
And you noe what , i had to plaster a smile
Reach school, sat down and sanq alone ):
Went to class, sat with herna .
Didnt enjoyed english much cause i lost concentration
Then was Maths , again , i lose concentration
Then was recess , ate as per normal .
Aftr recess was CCM, chekgu bobal sndiri
and aftr CCM was history , cher never come
Mr seah replace her , hiphip hoooray !
went to the toilet , okeh i noe some of you wont believe this
but its true

the story :
Herna told me before about she went to the toilet with Nadiah and Aisyah
And they heard a man bunyi , then somebody sweeping the floor
but the thing is , theres nobody in the toilet . Ape lagi doranq angkaat kaki ah seh .
Aisyah got third eye , she told them that there somebody in the toilet
Aftr hearing , we went to the toilet .
I waited outside , cause im too scared to go in .
Alfira and Herna kat dalam , buat business. I shouted to them " eh cepat lah pompan "
beh i went in , then herna went out . beh fira . fira asked " mane herna ? "
i said " here " then i asked herna , is it this toilet ?
herna ckp yes this is the toilet ( the one that herna told me the ghost story , aku da ohmygod ! i went to the door .
alfira off the fan inside , beh suddenly ad sound lelaki like " shest ! "
it kept repeating twice , KITA CABOT AH BABE ! aku da shock maoot sial kat luar
beh fira tanye did i stood outside her pubicle just now ?
i said no , i was outside dari tadi . beh shes like ....
i asked why ? she said cause her pubicle ad lobanq . then can see outside
she saw me standing outside , aku dah EH SIAL LAH ! AKU KAT LUAR SIAK !
beh she said she saw me standing outside her pubicle
and you noe what the horrible thing , they said that im inside
not outside , aku dah .. Aku dari tadi kat luar sei , ape aku buat kat dalam siak ?
i was outside dari tadi , tgk2 kak irakenet , and her two friends .
beh herna ckp uh , klaw bkan kaw sape lagi seh ?
she said that when alfira ngan she masok toilet , i followed by behind
and went to the mirror section, oh guys is not me .
aku dari tadi kat luar siak . my heart thumping faaaaaaast .
and yes fira and herna told me they dont heared me shouting " eh cepat lah pompan "
I was like ??? whos the girl outside Alfira pubicle and whos the one whos inside
i know its not me siak , and the sound that herna heard the previous is the same
like just now , aku da .. i burst out cryinq when we ran out of the toilet .
Tgh shocck maaaot babe . we went to classroom back
And decided to go again when Maths lesson , we did
The second time :
Me , herna and fira weent to the toilet agaain , theres are sec 2
Atlast they are out of the toilet , so again left me herna and fira
beh we test ourself again in the toilet, kaw nak tawu ape bunyik kluar plak ?
We heard like water drops , couldnt be the tap cause we just beside the tap
and we heard footsteps , the sound is coming nearer to us .
KITA CABOT LAGI BABE !
I was freaking pukimak nyehr toilet ...
Thenthen aisyah want go to toilet ..
trjumpa sama itu monyet siol , die ckp " wheres my girlfriend ?"
beh aku da ? ?
aku maki dia ah , senanq je blei peganq kwn aku , raba2 kawan aku
i nearly SLAPPED him ,naseb kau harini baek eh boi .

aftr school , skipped CCA (:

for that monyet :
Kau taakm naarq step mane punya hensem eh depaan aku , please laah !
Muka kau mcm konek kau siak , beh nak step mane nyehr power
kaw naseb baaaek eh monyet aku tak bantai kau niari , klaw tak kene uh kau
tadi kat toilet, naseb kau niari memanq baek
Naseb kwn aku tak bilanq DM , klaw taak kau kene .
Harrasing lah seeyol !
kau kacau kawan aku lagi, aku make sure kau kene dgn full blast penampar aku
molest tetap molest , kau mintak penumbuk

2010-04-14T05:21:00.000-07:00

Hellooo everyone !
Otey , this is not Ally . hahah , Riri here ! I am saying hello to everyone who is reading her blog . Okaay , aku berbual merepek ;D hahah ! Si Ally ni , lazy pantat bum , taknak update blog sendiri . hahah ! P-E-M-A-L-A-S = PEMALAS ! hahah , merepek nye aku . Ishishish (: Todayy i have sports day ! weeheee ! Tapi aku tak lari pun , cikgu cari aku , aku sembunyi belakang kawan2 aku (: Malas ah seh nak lari . Dah lah 100 plus air dia tak sejuk . Pantat ah . At least last year air MILO die sejuk sia . Tadi panas nak maut sial . Nasib tak lari , kalau aku lari , aku mati dekat tengah2 jalan tu . Kay , merepek . hahah , Sorry Ally kalau aku berbual merepek . hahah ! This Saturday , Ally nak temankan i pergi beli bag dekat BUGIS tau (: wee , dapat bag baru (: Yeesss ! At last ;D Tapi Ally said she 50-50 can go out . Hmm , harap2 bolehh , then after going BUGIS , maybe we going Lynette party , her birthday mah . hahahh ! Maybe sharing present to give to Lynette . Takkan pergi birthday party dia takde present kan ? hahah . So now , i am currently chatting with my babygirls , Ally & Yana (: Oteyy , till here then And do visit my blog ayee ?? www.iloveeyouuh.blogspot.com , heheh . Tagg otey ! I am friendly (: BYEE !

bby ):

2010-04-13T04:35:00.000-07:00

Even though its hard for me to forget about you , i will still try .

I will not forget about the times you fetch me from school .
Smiling at me , and then winking .
Asking me questions about how school and stuffs
Holding my hands , and i kept pinching it and you will be the one tightening it
Put your hands around my shoulder
Put your hands around my waist
And yes , if i will show an angry face . You will be the one who felt guilty XD

And stuffs , i need to make it private alright .
Cause somehow , people kept pauto-ing me , bitches and bustards XDD

Hairi bby ,

If i were to go back in time and undo my mistakes , i will bby ):
Sorry for the mistakes i done , i know im not a good girlfriend
I know b you got your own family problems , you concern about your adeq ):
You being sucha good brother , i love you till eternity .
Mark my words syg , once my "probation" finished , i will go back to you if i've the feelings .
Our story end here , right now . This will be the last post im posting longlong for you alright syg ?
): b b b b b b b b b b , aku nak kaaaw lah siak !
Grrrr , i wish you were mine now . and yeah , i love you till eternity syg .

go b , search for a new girlfriend . Make sure you treat her FINE alright
find a girlfriend who care about you , love you alot
and yeah , wont hurt your heart even though she need to .
):

2010-04-13T02:23:00.001-07:00

hellow sugaaaars , i dont why eh but today the worstworst` daay eveeeer !
currently chatting with my big sis , ; e l m e l d a y u m i k o , she friendly youuu noe !
aand yeah , her bigbig day date lawaaaar ! insertdatemonthyear* XDD
and Diyanah too, bobal pahsal pantat je kiteorg .
Dania tibetibe tanyehr aku " kau monitor ?" weeeird eh kaaw ! (:

Todaay , Salinah was nearly molested . Me too , naseb aku tak masok campor XD
First lesson was Home econ , till recess. Mengguuuap lah aku chekgu tu ajaar !
beh home econ over , took my bag . went out of class .
beh got 3 upper sec like gangster type , seraaam aku
our convo
me : hello upper sec * wide smile
them : hello lower sec * smile
me : hahah
them : eh this cher very lousy one right ?
me : obvious yes , that botak cher
HAHAHAHAH ! KEKEK LAH , i lovelike my upper sec , they are supppppperr duper friendly
u noe , except for some lah eh ? oranq senyom , taknak senyom . takp
aku sabar , aku sabar XDD
then was recess , was pissed off . but ad alfira geyrek maaaaaaoot yuu see`
Aftr recess was MT , time i be a goodgoood guhrla ,buat keje
im tryinq to change , i wanna be good . *dream on succckaaa !
ahaha , then was PC , but is Maths . yelaaah chekgu
buat keje , cher gave us paper . but ad answer xdd
Then talked to cher outside class , geyrek doh . cher will be sending me to counselling
urgh, so not good . ): buut takp laah eh ;D
Then was IT , oh that cher - . -" kekek doh , sat behind , then played with computer XD
hahha , i wanna go blogging , but cher naggednagged, teach us the things we noe
until theres only 3o minutes to do our project - . -" I miss ms Hunney
lols , chekgu madu chekgu madu
currently missed my speciaaal kakaaaak , Fina Kecyk . (:
Her birthday on August , jaaytoh kan present bnyaak2 yehr ..

2010-04-12T08:36:00.000-07:00

hello sugaaars xD , sorry fr not updating alright
im baaaack, currently just FINISH chatting with FinaKecyk
Oh , i love that hunney of mine . One full package dokk diehr ,
lawaa , jambu maot , chubby hunney plaak tu ;D and yes, diehr friendly and kind

Sunday :
went to JP to buy things with Riri . As usual , she'll skip madrasah
but takyah py pon , she took the test kaan . klaw diehr pegi , nothing to do laah !
Beyh mom set a new CURFEW on that very sunday , diehr suroh aku balek kol 4
SAPE SIAAAL BLEI HIDOP DGN 4? But nehnehpupu right , i reached home at 6.00 plus
my normal time, selalunyer kol 7 doh ! hahah , oh ya oh ya!
da turon bas , i went 7 eleven there . beh i guess i saw chipmunk riding
ape lagi , tutop muke laaaah see-yol . haha XDD , beh kakak aku pauto doh ! about my time
yelahyelah eh , - . -

Monday
Was sleepy at school , but still can concentrate ABIT ! first lesson was History ,god damn it .
- . -' then was MT , i was being sucha goodgirl you see, doing my work .
but laugh here there , friends are making sucha idiot jokes . and some bitches are just
naikkan darah aku je
Then was recess , oh wow. Thats when bbygirls and me sat together , eat together.
and yeah , joke around with idiot jokes . Yes , then was English
Was otw to english class, at the staircase. suddenly saw BIG moth sial , colourful plaak tu
beyh ina and me shout "ayhhhh !! "
beh DM came , Dm said " if the rest can go up , why cant you ? "
beyh i quickly ran up the stairs sia , followed by Ina . Teros mate segar
Was a bit frustated for English sial , serious -. -"
then got Test, i didnt even finish half of the paper, fail eh lydia
3 TIMES IN A ROW FAILURE , KANITOOT LAH EH !
Then was Maths , went to Summit room , geeeeeeeeeeeeyrek !
did stuffs , sat right back XDD . then was Music
watch some videos, kekek ! Watch stomp and stuffs
then went for science, mate tak layu hooh ! Hidayat told me the incident happen at NS nyehr tempat
sedeh sial , Harap2 kamu dilindungi di sisi Allah . Amin .
Then went back with Herna , you noe what . aku geram sial
ad org pauto , Azan ah . bilanq abg aku diehr ckp " eh adek kau kat skolah nakal eh "
YELAH ! - . -"

Aftr that , went to sleep . haha ! tak sempaat mandi , aku mandi ke tak, tetap wangi eh !
Mcm Fina Kecyk ;D , eh korg attention
Fina Kecyk nyehr birthday is on 15 August , dropkan diehr present banyak2
as well as mine, 7th July ;D . Then woke up at 7 plus
Bath, followed mummy go shop for awhile . Then went home , stuck at this computer
Once i sit at the computer sit, its hard to get my butt off , serious
Oh kay , done for updation . I got little words for these 3 monkeys

Sape terasehr , rase lah eh ! XDD like how My bbygirl said
" sape yang mam cili , diehr lah yang rase pedas "
betol tak betol babe ?

First monkey : Eh sundal , kau kat cyber bobal world maha world eh eh ?
Bile da jumpe, puki sume kecot ye . Beyh takd originality sndiri peh sial ?
Ezaah write kan aku " Tigateen " , aftr you view my blog , kau edit intro kau
beyh mcm toot je eh , aku sabar . beh i wrote
"klaw nak maen api ngan aku , tgk lah api sape lagi besar "
and you followed , kau takd originality eh dasar sundalan ?
Mcm toot je , kau tgk je eh , hari maken hari . org benci kau , didnt you noe
i received complaints from your friend , pahsal your behaviour ? KOBENGGG BABI !

Second monkey : eh gerl , dgr2 kite sume bahan free eh , senang pakai , senang buang
Relax satu corner sua eh ? isaap je eh ! pikehr kite sume ad time nak layan kerenah kau ?
takd lah siak , puas hati aku bobal ngan chip kat telefon . - .- " bile ad dorg, kau sume pegi kat die bile takd dorg , sape eh kau gy ? kat aku ngan bbygirls aku jugak , pikehr eh gerl , aku mcm nk sepak je muke kau , mcm sial je eh . takleh tahan sial . kau tawu tak , kat class tadi aku nearly nk tampar
kau , but aku steady je Aku mls nak gy the farking trouble process again and again - . -"
betol tak puteri ? beetol ;D aku sayang puteri ! random eh XD

Third monkey : Specially dedicated for you hunney , yucks . Kau tak layak di panggel hunny ,understooded ? XDD , kaw eh pahsal jantan " blei ah !"
pahsal kwn sndiri ? kau ad nak ? taknak kan - . -"
Aku bukan bahan pakai buang kau , please lah sial !
Aku eh taknak ckp bnyk eh , maken hari JVSS benci kau , kau phm tak ?
klaw kau terasehr ,aku tak kesah pon . esai babe ! , betol tak puteri .
conferm puteri tgh sleeping - .- " backback !
eh monyet , kau 1 month pon . ape aku kesah , kau sayang itu jantan .
jantan tak berhasil eh, tak insult . but chipmunk is more better , million times better eh
aku meluat tawu tgk die panggel kau darlinq and stuffs , tak suitable siol XDD !
ni la kes ad mataey lupe kwn sndiri, jage eh gerl . jgn sampai over, nnti satu skolah benci kau
byebye !
eh puteri still have not reply my chat , cepat lah dong ! (:

let the pichas do the talking

2010-04-11T05:38:00.000-07:00

2010-04-10T18:14:00.000-07:00

Hello !

Riri here posting for Ally (: I remember her password , she remember mine . LOLS . HAHA ! Today is skip Marasah ! Woohoo ! Very happy u noe . At last dapat skip cause Ally ajak teman die beli beads ape entah . Tak habis2 dengan die punya beads . HAHA ! Haiya , nak cakap ape eh ? Taktau nak cakap ape . SO now currently chatting with her lah . HAHA ! oKayy , till here then , BUHBYEE !

2010-04-10T16:59:00.000-07:00

KAU MAU MAEN API SAME AKU , AKU TAK PAHSAL EH GERL . TGK LAH SIAAK , API SAPE LAGI
BESAR , KAU KALAH , KAU DELETE ITU BLOG . SAKET AH SIAL MATE AKU
EH EH MANE ACI MANE ACI SIAAL ?
NIEYH KATE GIRLFRIEND TERBAEK EH ? BUT IKOT STYLE ORANG
AKU SABAR MAHA SABAR SIOL , KIWAK BOBAL WORLD TAKNAK ADMIT
BEYH SALAHKAN KWN AKU , PUKITIANG!
EH POMPAN , AKU SABAR EHK NGAN KAU . TAKM SAMPAI TANGAN AKU REACH YOUR FFUCKING FACE
KAU PAHAAM TAK ? PUKIWI , TAKD ORIGINALITY SNDIRI .
PEE/ASS : NIEYH SUNDALAN TGH IKOT2 AKU PEH INTRODUCTION ALRIGHT , NIEYH YANG AKU TAK SUKE
LAH PUKIMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK !

2010-04-08T21:04:00.000-07:00

Hello ! im baaaaaack , as usual i will update right ? (:
Todaaay was spendid fun , first period was Science .
cher teach like so fast sia ): somemore im at angry mood today .
adlah pekare ye ? (:
Then was MT , did our things *nak jadiey goodgerl uhh eh ? *
Did letter for Atok , LOLS ! theeen Aminul buatkan name aku , lawa
lawa maha lawa , ngantok maha ngantok siol ! eh eh eh
Then was recess , but a bit diff lah eh ? (:
aftr recess english , wooow tu lesson .
was a bit sleepy for awhile , close my eyes forawhile and then
open again , teros boleeei ! (:
Then was Maths lesson , went to computer lab and do maths stuffs
yay to mr fok ;DDD

eh chipmunk , truly i felt regret ):
for leaving you , for hurting you inside and outside truly ):
but naarq buat cmne kaan ?
my mom tak restui , pahsal some reasons
so i guess we stop here, forget each other right ? ):
so long ex boyfie , live your life . choose the most suitable girl
ina always say this when jantan nak carik pompan" sapelah pompan yang malang tu " XDDDD kekek kaaan ?
chipmunk , wherever you are . kaaaw tetap dalam hati aku , remember this hunney ! (':

eh oh ya , aisyah told me that chipmunk nak jumpe aku
kaw nak aperh lagi siaaa? ):
but in heart , aku tetap sayaaang kau doh !

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts

byebye (:

2010-04-08T05:34:00.001-07:00

HELLO (:

Quick post alright readers?
Yesterday in the morning , 2am which today
woke up , and tried to run to bathroom
but suddenly , JENGJENGJENG ... Vomit at the floor
i dont know why ? abaangs takleh harap sey ):
abg hedir mcm siaaktoot, taknak tolong siah !
only abg haqim , he tolong lapkan ... Muahahaha !
Then felt to sleep again , daddy asked " asl tak tido ? "
cause its like 3 in the morning? i said " tgh basah "
LOLS ! Then slept , woke up for school and bath
reach school , bbygirls blom sampai . in my heart says
" ina , klaw kau tak dtg , aku py public phone call kau sampai kau angkat ah "
aftr nyanyi pon blom sampai siak ? so i need to sing alone ): with the other classmates
then finally dorg sampai , Ina sampai mcm nak keedepuk muka diehr taw!
haaha , first lesson was English
Did our test , blei tahan senang ah ? chicken feet ? skali fail eh - . -"
Ina tak habes2 kene mrh ngan mdm rohana , cause talking to me
XDD , then was Maths . Sumpah test conferm failed
SUSAH NAAK MAMPOS SIOL !Even bbygirls said so
so dorg fail , aku fail . takd pape lah ? samesame fail , tak kene mrh
then was recess , it was diff for now .
That bitch spoiled it , like always la eh ? ina and me tahan maha tahan siak .
Okay takp , after recess was CCM
YAY FOR US YOU SEE? (: vice principal caught our class siak - . -"
she went in , with her nagging .
pahsal fairous uh , bawaak drinks masok . beyh we didnt pay attention
Handphone Isha kenaa confiscate , so she is deep trouble
isha , harap2 kau okeyh dengan mak kau kay ?
not about handphone , is about boyfriend and rioting - .- ' isha isha ..
Then was History , cher very kepo about my abang wawal you see
rindu abg aku banyak sngt , tak dtg brape hari .
beyh she said she sent letter. i said no need , he will come soon
and when she ask about my family , i said dont kepo please XDD
Then was ehhhm Maths again , but Education Moral
Had funfunfunfun , super fun
Every day in Hongkah , surely got bitterness
but everydaaay conferm geeyyyrek .
tomorrow MAYBE update longlong , why ?
tomorrow will be enjoying myself in the computer lab XDD be jealous ye
byebye !
Pee/Ass : aftr vomitting , im quite strong . usually aftr vomitting i will like felt sick
but im strong , still go to school . temperature pon baaek . (:

2010-04-07T04:47:00.000-07:00

hello (: sorry smlm tak update proper you see !
i explain clearly semalam apehrr jadi ye ! (:
first lesson was Home Econs , fooled around
was quite boring , irritate cher .
i said " i hate you , i tell abang wawal "
he replied " i hate you too ! "
cute kan ? old maan ;D eh eh eh , cher i hate you .
;D then was recess , as usual
sat with babygirls , joke around . alfira kekek dok !
Then was MT , was PISSED OFF . hear me? P-I-S-S-E-D O-F-F
you all guys really bring me down , really down
but babygirls are there ! mcm nakk tampar je eh muke korg
but kesiaan sufyan , aku jatohkan table kau , test my patience
and i'll do more alright ?
aku pelat S , so what ? dari korg kening cacat XDDDD
Pelat S , tak dose bang .
cukor kening , dose banyaak ye ;DD
kekek maha kekek, you all try to pull me down ? i pull you more down
;DD , then was assembly , kekek kekekk ekekekke !
it was about being punctual , aaapedaah ! then was mr fok lesson
did something , cannot tell. Shesh ! class secret
and went for IT , i didnt concentrate much . aftr done the things ,
ape lagi ? surf internet lah , but now i having difficulty with my computer
my password , argh ): regarding with hairi
so Salinah will be the one who's typing mine , cooooolio !
hmm , aftr school . went straight home , bath and sleep !
so nowadays , aftr school i wont be lepaking now onwards
kadg2 je kay ?

Today :
wednesday , its was late ah ? 9.30 need to be reach school
i put alarm , 8 . but woke up at 8.20 - . -'
bath , dress up . mummy accompany me go school
sebab diehr pon nak py pasar , so singgah and byebye
first lesson was PE , aku benci tu lesson
but i start to like it now ?
then was science , kekekekekekek . !
had our lessons , but away laughing
then was recess , as usual drill
then was ART , HYPER MAOOOOOT ! we are painting
kelaka doh ..
heres my convo with ina
ina : nak muntah aku !
ally : oh , kawan aku aqilah diehr sponsor baldi but skolah JVS
ina : Oh bagos , check2 diehr jual baldi sume murah eh XD
ally : aku rase ah
beyh we paint stuffs , we join our table in a row
Ina , Ally , Isha , Aisyah
kekek doh , ! then was english
had our lessons , beh i bite my book
cher : alfira , are you hungry ? why you biting your book ?
ally : huh ?
cher : whats your name ?
ally : Lydia
cher : oh your name hard to remember
ally : lols
cher : why you biting your book ? are you hungry
ally : nonono .
class : laughs*
hahaha , kekek ah my cher . aftr school , went to the canteen
and went home.
now currently chatting with bbygirls
Riri and Ina , Inaaaaa (:

2010-04-06T04:47:00.000-07:00

hello babi-es (: sorry for not updating a longlong time
3 days right ? i failed maths XDD
currently chatting with Riri , that idiot bustard
LOLS ! KEKEK DOH , BOBAL PAHSAL ITU BITCH .
XDD bitch bitch , kau ngan diehr sajak pon , muke duedue pecah-ous

Yesterday ? mcm bitch je period , but having fun xDD
Today - first 4 period was home econs , kekek maha kekek
i keep telling cher " i hate you , i tell abang wawal "
beyh cher reply " samesame ! " with a happy face . wth !
XDD did some test , my test bukan cm test
blei bobal ngan kwn lagi XDDDDD , haha !
then was recess , sat down with bbygirls
laugh , joke ! XDD , then was MT
oh , itu pukimak , malas nak layan !
then was assembly , wooow ! kekek maha kekek
principal was frustated with us because we sanq the school song
as if like a joking matter . Sec 1 and sec 2 kene nyanyi lagi
beyh upper sec go laugh at us , tooot you .
XDD then was Maths , woow ! kekek doh !
and was IT , irritate everyone XDDD
EH tu that so called bitchy girl , kau nak jeling ngan aku
tak perlu eh girl , mintak kene tampar . kau slow mcm babi kau tawu tak ?
XDD , byebye !

2010-04-05T23:27:00.000-07:00

eh quick update , sorry for not updating
sorry fr everything alright alright ?
i will update tonight , chekgu madu dtg
Bye

kekek ah kekek

2010-04-04T22:35:00.000-07:00

'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
Nbcb.
AllyKecyk\m/ says:
hello fiq ;D
haha !
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
HI FIQ!
AllyKecyk\m/ says:
eh puteri , kau kenal ?
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
Kenal lah buduh.
-.-
Fiqq says:
aink ? tibe2 kene maki ?
AllyKecyk\m/ says:
yeye !
fiq , kau da sombong
aku benci kau
LOLS
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
Haha, Puteri maki Ally. (:
AllyKecyk\m/ says:
ncbc
Fiqq says:
aperr yanq sombonq .
AllyKecyk\m/ says:
eh salah
nbcb
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
Okayokay, dah.
Fiqq says:
taqmo maki laar ! saket telinqe aqu , kiter jmpe den kiterr maki each other amcm ? ceyh ,hahah .
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
OKAY AH SET!
Fiqq says:
**** U .
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
MOTHERTOOT.
Fiqq says:
waah . aqu tenqok koranq smuer dahh grow jekk .
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
SAYA DAH GROW LAH K.
Yang dorangdorang aje, saya dah lama grow. ;D
Hi Fiq, asal diam?
AllyKecyk\m/ says:
HAHAH
hi puteri ,
hi fiq
aku random
eh
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
Awak terkencet eh?
AllyKecyk\m/ says:
aqilah cepat lah !
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
HAHAH.
FIQ!
Fiqq says:
zzz ..
koranq pat siniyh smuer dahh attched uhh niey ?
tenqok aqu .. rilekk jekk , sinqle .
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
Sapa cakap? -.-
Fiqq says:
hahaha .
AllyKecyk\m/ says:
kita sume single .
korg eh
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
YAH LAH.
Fiqq says:
ouh , paiseyh uhh boss .
AllyKecyk\m/ says:
korg attached, bile christmas takleh jingle
aku blei
single mingle can jingle
Fiqq says:
abeyh pm tuh aperr ? napaksa tipu . -_-
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
Kepala otak kau k, Ally?
OMG, SAPA NYE PM?
Mine ah? Haha!
Fiqq says:
duh !

'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
He's a close friend of mine. =) Not more ~
Fiqq says:
tipu !
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
In the name of the law, I swear.
HAHAHA.
AllyKecyk\m/ says:
law eh ?
HAHAHAA
Fiqq says:
law ? aqu tak kesah . kao tipu . pfft .
AllyKecyk\m/ says:
haha !
tibetibe ad kambing
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
Aku tak tipu sey!
Fiqq says:
sape pat siniyh yq ckp aderr kwn pat skola naval base sec ?
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
Aku.
Fiqq says:
kambinq tuh naq dikorban .
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
-.-
Fiqq says:
owh . sape namer kwn kao ?
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
Afiq.
Dia kecik-kecik.
Fiqq says:
jap , namer btol koranq aperr ? aqu lupe .
afiq ? sec ?
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
Haha! Tapi somewhere is September dia masuk Boy's Home. =(
*in
sec 4?
I guess so.
AllyKecyk\m/ says:
naval base ?
eish
aku benci tu skolah
haha
Fiqq says:
sec 4 ?? maner aderr .
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
Or sec 3.
Fiqq says:
takde laar .
takde !
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
Tapi aku tau seluar panjang.
Fiqq says:
kao tipu aqu laqi !
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:

Fiqq says:
hahahah .
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
Aku mana ingat. ):
Asal boleh cakap aku tipu!
DAH AH DAH!
BYE AH BYE!
Fiqq says:
skola aqu klao aderr oranq masok , conpem smuer orq tawu .
sorry lerr . kiddinq jekk .
AllyKecyk\m/ says:
oh
kau naval base?
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
Seluardalam korang ah!
AllyKecyk\m/ says:
kiwak
AHHA!
fiq
kau pakai boxers , aku tawu
Fiqq says:
yes ?
AllyKecyk\m/ says:
terok eh kau !
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
Kau diam Ally!
Fiqq says:
HUH ?!
bilerr tuh ?
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
Sermo?
Fiqq says:
ape yq tibe2 boxer ?

'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
Aku kan cakap '' Seluardalam korang ah! ''
Then ally cakap, '' Kau pakai boxers, aku tau. ''
Fiqq says:
owh ,ceyh .. -_- pikir kao nmpk aqu pkai boxer pat luar psl aqu penah .
pfft .
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
HAHAHAHA!
OMG.
AllyKecyk\m/ says:
eiw
- . - "
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
I'M GOING TO POST IT ON TUMBLR.
HAHAHAHAHH!
KEKEK!
Fiqq says:
bsterd .
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:

AllyKecyk\m/ says:
Lols
im going to post at my blog
taataa
!
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
Haha, ay.
Fiqq says:
kuanq ajar !
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
Kesian Fiq. * shakes head *
Fiqq says:
tanak bilanq koranq pape laqy uhh , aderr lebih terok dari boxer . haha . too bad .
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
CONFIRM ..
BOGEL.
HAHAHAHAH.
Okay diam diam.
Fiqq says:
-_-
itu dahh terlebih .
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
Haha, then you say '' ada lebih terok dari boxer '' what!
AllyKecyk\m/ says:
ada lebih terok ?
panties uh !
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
BOGEL LORH!
AllyKecyk\m/ says:
bogel eh - .-"
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
OMG.
HAHA.
HAHHAHAHHAHHAAHAH!
OMG.
ALLY.
CAN YOU IMAGINE.
AllyKecyk\m/ says:
yes i can !
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
A GUY WEARING G-STRINGS.
AllyKecyk\m/ says:
EIW
EIW
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
OMGGG!
HAHAHAHA!
KEKEK!
AllyKecyk\m/ says:
HOT RED EH !
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
HAHAHAHA!
Fiqq says:
my worst pakai boxer jekk go somewhere , my kawan .. fush ..
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
HAHAHA!
Omg, kekek.
G-Strings men!
Fiqq says:
but not go tavelinq pakai boxer laar !
ner place onie .
*near
AllyKecyk\m/ says:
near?
kedai mama kat bawah block kau
HAHAHAHAHA
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
I understand. (:
Fiqq says:
n my fren house .
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
FIQ, TRY USING G-STRINGS, K HUNNEY?
HAHAHA!
Fiqq says:
hahah ! sakk jekk .
'Puteri Cintaaa. \m/ says:
Kimak, lain macam siul.
HAHA.

2010-04-03T18:28:00.000-07:00

eiw , okay ah i confess . Thats me , pampers tak perlu siol
Mummy and Daddy

eh wrong ! its supposed to be Daddy And Mummy - . -"

when i upload this picture, its remind me of aqilah . Im holding a teletubbies doll
I dont know what age am i ? but aku rinduh doh , cake bsar , org kecik , burger berlambaak , fries banyak
brother and me , sungguh tak perluhr . swaaay

2010-04-02T23:10:00.000-07:00

Coolio kan ? eh guys , i tengah mendak you see.. so i upload photos .

tkd keje

2010-04-02T22:46:00.000-07:00

This is kat tampines , rinduhrinduhrinduh

this house lawa !

No Offence eh , but i sudden missed this boy , rinduh maha rinduh
aku anggap diehr sebagai abg je , not more than that . hairul , i miss his jokes )':

coolio doh ade tattoo , cool maha cool . but dosa maha dosaXDD

KEKEK, CLICK TO ENLARGE

tooot toooot !

2010-04-02T22:11:00.000-07:00

See the picture above ? obvious korg nampaak luhr
Mate lom poteek kan ? Hhaha (:
PEE/ASS : My special bbygirl is not in the photo , who is Salinah
she was absent , in the picture is admira, aku , herna , Nadiah
I miss them alot alot alot alot alot , senang kater infinity alot
Rinduh doh , i want school .. MondayMonday ~
ihateholidays , i love school but some chers being sucha bitch
No offence , but is true .. Example Chekgu tooot
Aku ngan bbygirl slalu kene mrh , beyh jawab balek kene mrh balek
Beyh chekgu nak involvekan mak bapak kami pehal ?
kite siket takd sentoh mak bapak awak kay so just shut the fark up
aku really dont like when cher said " bagaimana mak bapak awak mengajar kamu ! "
oh , senang2 je eh . freetalk about our parents (:
Okay lah cher , malas nak elaborate pahsal kau , nnti aku hilang mood !
Currently chatting with yayadee , shes otf , ngan sapehr tah !
mataey uh aku rase , i guess :P Oh gosh , the bby still havent arrive
cepat lah kamu ! Mummy today mood mcm geyrek je eh !
i was lying down on the bed watching sister changing her daughter clothings
beyh mummy came , she said " nieyh klaw tak jage , badan blei naek ni "
i said " sape ? " beyh she reply " ya la !" , aku rupenyehr :P
mummy address me as " ya " LOLS , she said if i didnt take care of my health
i can get fat , yeah its true , i have not been doing active stuffs except P.E
oh i hate that lesson . classmates noe ! merepeek , durh!
nyeet , gemok gemok lah . Who cares ? gemok cute peh (:
But i planning to stay fit , pri 6 - sec 1 january - february , lots of diff you noe !
pri 6 is 28 kg , masok sec 1 is 35 kg ( January ) , then 36 kg ( february)
mcm tooot je eh badan naek ? hahah (: u noe what , u dont know right ?
haha , aku merepek eh eh eh eh eh ..
bye bye bye bye

ai naaaaaak this boyfie )':

2010-04-02T04:22:00.000-07:00

When she stares at your mouth

Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and dont let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she is beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and dont say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because ten years later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:

"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

you be the one .

2010-04-01T17:37:00.000-07:00

Hello wello (: sorry for not updating ysterday alright
my computer breaks down lah pee-ple XDD ..
todaay i woke up early2 u noe, 7 plus i woke up
i want school siooot ! kaat rumah mcm menderite gituyhk eh ..
hmm , school smlm as usual , filled with fun and laughters
as u noe kaan , smlm april fool .. Hongkah celebrated dgn kekek doh !
ltr i tell you alright ? first lesson was english
im so not looking forward to it u noe !
then was Mr fok lessons , Ghee need to do a test
senang laah cher , harap2 tak fail yehr .. GheeXDD
Then was recess , kekek ngan bbygirls
unexpected , two bitches were just naikkan my temper u noe !
taakp , ally sabaaar doh !
then was CCM , argue with toooooooot
sucha what the fuck lah eh ?
then was history , ally , ina , isha ngan si fira py toilet
laaame plaak tu ! beyh dtg baaalek ad chekgu laen
taakot doh !kite py takd exit pass sial ! maaen cabot jerr !!
beyh Ina too brave masok , check2 chekgu biase - . -"
during lessons , he mark his peoples peh paper
kekek doh ! with his actions .. beyh ina try to talk with his actions
kekek siaaal ! haha , then mdm usha came lah ,blahblahblah
theres a fxking history test , ohh my ! tak phm aku
aku buat sembrg jehr sial , but my answer make sense u noe
then was mr fok lessons agaain , he praanked us sial
he said that mr chin ask we to confiscate all our handphone
aku da mcm ' WTF !! ' hah , beyh Ina da getaar doh
diehr nyehr phone Iphone , aku peh E71 .. lagi takot
checkcheck april fool ,naaseb doh klaw tak aku dah hide kat manemane
hahaa ! then talk about toooot with bbygirls, kekek doh - . -"
thennn daa habes school , sodeyh tol nk tinggalkn hongkah utk tige hari
memories ! as for today , planning nak py wayang or science center
they all blom conferm , satu malas , tooot ! satu kene tanyehr parents dulu
satu boleh cume takd duet , haha ! kekek lahh
as for bsk plaak? takleh kluar i guess ?
babysit orang peh anak , coolio kaan ? winkwink*

2010-03-31T05:17:00.000-07:00

prangaai kau musibot bodoh ! aku call , jawab dgn manner ah sial !
staar karaat tol ..
Kay , whaatever shitzxc eh , kau nak aku tolong kau again , forget it ah kay girl - . - "
bodoh tol , mlm2 kasi aku saket hati
Hmm , today school was quite okay ah eh ?
i hate my cher , one of subject
mr toooot . name must be privated u noe ! later they say cyberbullying
okay ah cher , you said i commented many times and trying to be funny
think ah kay ? kau chekgu pikehr mane peh big - . -"
you deserve a respect from me , and i deserve a respect from me too khaay cher?
you saaid to the boys that im rude to you , sejak aku masok field aku rude
chekgu bersabar , the first thing i did is to go to the toilet .. you noe how i urgent was i ?
okay ah cher , we change our own world ..
you be a student , i be teacher .. you want pee , i dont let you go
amaciam ? how u feel ? and i was sweating alot , i ask for tissues
joke for the day or whaaat siak ? trying to be funny eh kecyk ... NOT!
then you show us a wrong demonstration , the negative side .
i miss it , and you scold me .. kiwak uh sial ! you said i was trying to be funny
and you dont need my comment .. Oh kay ah boy
i didnt comment anything , i was just asking . somemore you are teaching
i miss it , you should re-teach right ? i dont have time for jokes lah cher .
seriously , you make my mood spoilt .. dah mrh aku beyh nak complaint kat boys
meerepek tol .. tkp cher , soon you will noe how i feel okay ? (:
Then was science , woow ! blei lah tahan .. Hidayat told me about cher talking about me
ye la , gossip panjang - . - merepek tol , you said you being patience ?
what about me ? im having flu , you still asking me to run ? think lah cher , i can faint anytime u noe
if i faint, bring me go hospital - . -' somemore i got ABC siak , kalaau overflow how ?
you want buy clothing for me ah ? merepeek siaak
Recess .. kekek ah kekek ngan bbygirls .. they cheered me up , dorg pon bnci nieyh chekgu
- . -' hahah ! beyh it was a dare game , they mix 3 flavour .. drinks uh , milo , green apple , grape
I took that challenge , they pour into a cup and i drank finished
somemore the rule need to stand infront of the bin , kekek ah korg nieyh (:
beyh i drink all uh , sampai habes .. It tasted fruity milo , serious tak bohong !
i got $1 as the prize , blei lah ! tomorrow need to wear long socks as a dare game jugak
aha , we did some stuffs jugak ! bbygirls, keep yr mouth shut XDD
Art , sat beside hakim .. terok uh terok
that girl bobal rubbish (: cher being sucha nag-ger
dont trust her ina .. and i cried for awhile .. crybaby !
haha , my convo with Chongxingyi
me : eh , bengsheng the one who wear specs right ?
she : yeah
me : oh k , the one who wear blue pe shirt right ?
she : how u noe ? yeah
me : just now i saw him lah !
she : haha
me : he very handsome siak !
she : you got chipmunk already what ! , hhahaha

Not her fault , she doesnt know anything . (:
cried for awhile uh , salinah dah suroh aku relax .. Aku bertekad untuk lupekan diehr
and go on .. I hear what bbygirls said (:
Hmm , then was english lesson .. Horray for 1N1 , it was Ms tan lesson
Mdm rohana sat at the back , aku pon taktawu acaal doh !
hmm , celebrated Pearlyn birthday (:
Hppy birthday pearlyn ! (:

Oh ya , today 31st march .. Minzy and Adhan 1 year anniversary doh (:
Happy 1 year anni alright , last till eternity .. (:
Fuyh , keep on to two years and moremoremoremore .. ahaha
Minzy, be patient with adhan alright
Adhan , jage minzy btol2 doh ! or not we come hunt you down XDD

okaay lah , these are the updations . aku tak blei tahan ngan tu pompan , JVS
penat2 je aku edit due blog kau ,check2 da tak blogging
and somemore i called you . rude eh takd manner jugak eh kau ?
JVS tak ajar kau manner ke ? who help you when you fought with Fee ah ?
who ah who ? XDD , somemore you like picking up the phone
with a hyper voice, dgr name aku je da pe .. nak ape
- . -' rude betol , kau taktawu manner . i teach you some manner kay ? (:

2010-03-30T06:24:00.000-07:00

Im freaking in a sad mood , shitzxc
in happen again and again , i felt guilty )':
Its true , im guilty and i still love chipmunk
without chipmunk , i will lost control by now
I will be wild , like shitzxc !
bby , you are my straw to my drink
the kaya to my bread (: really b

i was wrong, i accused you many things
)': i accused you taak setie lah , i noe u not b !
i accused you having an affair with thaat shuqun girl )':
i accused you many things which not meant to be spoken
b , aku rindduh kau hell doh !
i shouldnt break with you in the first place , if i were not to
its will be like already 3 month )':
i regretted , bby when is the right time
i will patch up with you
many voted to forget about you and go on ..
but i felt guilty ): , b i lovelove you ):
more than words you see ..

i will not forget the memories , the things we do .
the words i pour onto you , the time you get angry .
the time you think im not setie , the negative things i think about you
the time you felt jealous over me , aku pon taktawu apaacal doh !
haha ! the time when you think i will leave you ):
and yeah , i still remember the msg you send to me
" jangan pernah break ngan i b "
ahhh ! these things keep rolling , please laah stop it !
really ! i need a hearing ear , now i cant ): im at home
if i were to be at school , bbygirls will be there to give me advises

ya allah , lindungilah orang ini yang ku sayang .. amin `

2010-03-30T04:52:00.000-07:00

hello wello (: actually just now update paat notepad to do blogging
seeeh-tu-peed boy go turn off my computer , so lalalaa buat kat rumah je yehr ?
hahaaa , went to school . Mother didnt go with me , i went with herna
Reached school ,put bag & went to the toilet
Saw Khaizurah , Shafikah ngan sape eh ?
ehrm, managed to squeeze shafikah peh toooooooot*
Went back to the hall , bbyg belom saampai . didnt talked much till bbyg come
baaabi dook diehr , diehr ckp " wellowello ! " , kuat plaaak tu
beyh express students tgk diehr , beyh bbyg ckp " sume tgk , hahah "
ye lah kau ni , mintak smacking dariey aku pon baek
first lesson was Home econs , yaaaay ! cher very boring siol
beyh cher says im like my own brother , praangai same
suke kacaukacau org ! haha , kaaatehr Ally ngan syawal . betol ? (: betol laaah !
Cooked What soup eh ? macaroni ? i guess , AHH !
Hmm , our one sedaaap u noe ? , better try it out , conferm ad disease eh - . -"
Salinah put baaaaaanyaaaaaak pepper doh , when i say banyak means banyak doh !
beyh went for recess , after that was MT _|_
I HATE LAH SIAL , CHEKGU MCM TOOOOOT ! serious doh , tak pahsalpahsal nak involve
mak bapak kiteorg , okaay ah cher pikehr mane peh free peh nak involve kan makbapak ?
oh freetalk ye , beyh ckp kwn saye biadap . Chekgu , dier biadap kerane awak ye chekgu (:
beyh you still can ask farisha if she brubah pahsal kwn or diri sndiri , what kind of question is that ?
we do our own business , we dont drag people in lah cher . otak ke mane ? pikehr lah
- . - daaa bagos tu ah eh i do my work just now , klaw tak jgn harap aku ngan ina buat ah sia !
Then was PC , assembly uh ... Sat beside Istiq
kept irritate him mcm hell hell you noe, i anggap him as my abg since he slacked with abg- . -"
aku merepek , hrmm ! no feelings for him , but brotherlove je lah oi
Then was Maths , ohh Mr fok give us hell but he was an angel at last (:
i love you cher<3 My heart told me to change school , then go hongkah back

I was planning to go jurongville uh , nak try their school
beyh go shuqun , and hongkah baack (: thats what im planning to do
what i need to do , is to fail rabak in hongkah
and mummy will change to another school ,rabak maha rabak - . -
naaaah , i want hongkah luhr !

pee/ass : i love chipmunk manymany (:
but just now , this chi guy *insertname* like went near to me
pahsaal nak py kat kwn diehr , beyh i go pushed him
and dont let him talk to his friend , evil me
beyh he went closer to me , and push me .. then i was like sticking to him
as if he hug me , aku da EIW ?! but his so called hug make me felt secured in his hand
understandedood ? ye lah kau ally , i dont know uh nak choose sape ?

2010-03-29T05:42:00.000-07:00

Today pichas ( above ) theres more , but lazylazy u noe ?

That time paat escape , alaaahmak naak py lagi
this picture above dekat Haunted house

shelter , when its raining .. theres more ! berlaambak kat document aku , malas nak upload

Pirate ship ! (: haha , last sit u noe ! damn pro , aku taawuyh

2010-03-29T04:53:00.000-07:00

Niari have funfun you noe?! wake up early today
went to school early , by 15 mins . Erm , malas nak jumpe DM lagi 0 . 0
Left home earlier thaan mum , beyh waited herna at the lift lobby
Beyh Mummy walk to the lift to see if im there , herna lmbt siol
Call cepat , kluar lambat . until mummy da mcm " Laen kali takyah py skolah ngan diehr "
Haish takp2 , haha ! errrm , walkwalk then met Nadiah .
Sampaai school , first lesson was History
Have our bitchy chit chat , Mdm usha mcm ..
Then was MT
IM SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD, CHEKGU MCM ...
recess
Im looking forward , joke with bbygirls (:
English
Pikehr Cikgu cine , mdm rohana lah plaaak
apelah naseb kiteorg sume
Maths
Fun lah , not so much to elaborate?
Music
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun ! saaat beside one of my bbyg
Science
Same but bbygirls and me kena scolded saama mrs Lim
Mepeeek ! - .- "but we enjoyed doook
Home sweet home
nothing to elaborate ah eh ?
pichas todaaaay so many u noe , later i upload

jaaacko :
I regretted for leaving you , cheated you )':
Like seriously , if i were to be in yr position . I could have just kill myself siaaaaaak ..
Ahh ghee , i want you baack but right now at this moment i cant
If i were to die to get yr love , i will die
words just cant express how i feels right now , i love you till eternity
I might not appreciate you when you with me , but deep in my heart
i love you to the max bodoh !
Gaaaaaaaah , i dont want to be jiwaaangzxc anymore
bbyg and me taaaknak !

2010-03-27T06:05:00.001-07:00

quick updation :
hello ;D bought my contact lens , 2 boxes for me and 2 boxes for abang .
erm yeah , maxi grey and maxi blue , i bought abang brown colour
kekek or whaat? erm , then home sweet home

At home, playing computer. Sumpah mendaaaaak !
These few days , perot aku slalu saaket
bestfriend katehr maybe due to ABC .
hmm , yelahyelah ! ehm , dee told me something just now .
fanatic? where got- . -" im simply emo at school , putting a fake smile
takkaan seyh nak fanatic , papehr uh ..
nak potong ? haish , aku speechless .
Riri jehr tawu pahsal nieyhk .. Erhmm , yeah skrg da 9:04
means earth hour started 30 minutes ago , woow !
Rumah aku maseh mcm disco :P kekek or whaaaat
thanks riri for the codes , kau tak kasi code pon
aku yang kene carik , kurang asam eh kau ! kau banyaak sugar
aku baanyak spicy .
(:

2010-03-26T04:24:00.000-07:00

hello wello (:
eh readers , i write you read . Thats it Alright ?
Asl korg sebok sngt uhh nak bobal pahsal blog aku ?
Example : Cecel , Aisehman aku ckp name kau mcm pompan
tu haak aku uh , mulot aku
remember eh cecel , i will not take back my words until you take
back your words too ... TATA (:
erm yeah , sorry if i didnt update for yesterday
Yesterday - exciting , fun u noe ! (:
met abg in school , ehrm yeah talk shitzxc in class
and do merepek stuffs , Ina , u noe i noe ah eh (:
Got two boys playing , beyh kena this chi kene
beyh diehr irritated , diehr pekik " EH STOP THROWING LAH "
my cher heard , my cher shout who go throw admit
Kecik( not me , Khairi ) and Hidayat admit
beyh chekgu suroh dorg keluar , da bobalbobal
dorg masok balek , senyomsenyom !
kiwak , chekgu skejap senyom skejap mrh .. haha !
beyh hidayat say to me that he told mr fok he want to throw at
his friend , beyh terkena that chi girl .. Beyh cher said
that his aiming fail , need to make it accurate . HAHAHAH !
cool kaan our chekgu ? there is too many stuffs to elaborate
Im feeling quite guilty , sorry boy !
)':
and yeah , tadi ad org confess kat aku yang diehr suke paat aku
AHAHA

2010-03-23T05:11:00.000-07:00

Erm short update alright due to my long story .
Erm yeah , i decided to break with chipmunk , sorry hairi .
Uhm , what i know chip keterlaluan , Herna bilanq aku yang kau tak setie
and you like another gerl , kau blei ckp siang2 narqm waste aku peh time ah eh
Klaw aku tawu nieyh sume , aku da break ngan kau siaak , kasi org saket hati
and yeah mummy tak restui hubungan kiteorg , so forget about r/s alright
Lagipon , im not concentrating on having a boyfriend
For what ad mataey tak setie , tell me . for what ?
So Im here to say , im ending our lovestory today ,7;43PM
Stop msg-ing me cause i will not reply
Please dont call cause i wont answer , alright ?
Aku da tak paham kau lagi , betol ckp mak aku
Klaw kau setie nak ngan aku , you wont ask me to do such things with you
Case stock pakai buang , so end our memories here
I know its hard , but its me and mummy choice sorry

Erm yeah , my handphone nearly kena confiscated
Dengan cine ni , entah sape XDD kekek you noe
cher : * take my phone
me : OI , IM CALLING LAH * didnt say so loud uh , respect cher
cher : You not suppose to use yr handphone here
* end the call
me : * dalam hati ( FUYH ! naseb diehr tak marah , wallpaper kite sume kawan amek gmbr
kat skolah siaak , aku Kat kerusi "
cher : If i see you use again here , you will not see yr phone for 1 year alright
me : yeahyeah , quick lah cher i need the phone lah * try to take
cher : take back*
me: Cher quick lah cher ! , i need the phone lah !!!
cher ; i dont want to see you using handphone at the school compound
*gives back
me " yay , walks away*

i call mummy cause she fetch me from school
She lost her trust in me , because of chip
She is just like so shock when i say chipmunk sec 3
if i were to be pregnant , chipmunk naak responsible peh ?
no right , jantan naak ppn utk puaskan hati
So i just listen to mummy advise , cause she knows better (:
Maybe its not the time to having r/s now , erm
yeah , My mummy is better than yours ! hah NYEET (:

ahaa , kekek siaak prangai ! erm ,yeahh
confess to cecel what happen ah pahsal tadi
Beyh diehr melebih ah pulak , naak side si farisha
Aku da mcm , kau percaye ape kwn kau tu ckp
kau kenal diehr brape bulan , kau kenal aku 9 tahon ah keh ?
Diehr kasi full trust in her , keh ah aku tak jealous
beyh nieyh ppn suaa keterlaluan ah keh , nak complaint2
Kiwaak , kau bile ad problem nak involvekan org jehr
bodoh sia praangai , sumpah farisha klaw cecel ngan aku belom baekbaek
sampai akhirat pon aku tak maafkan kau ah sial
BERMUKE-MUKE NYER POMPAN !

Dania - haha , tu kau nyehr opinion , Toratora Mostly uh for girls
thats what i thinks , erm yeah dah
diehr side farisha , kasi aku naek angin

Riri - Hhaa , edit lah eh aku nanti

2010-03-22T10:03:00.001-07:00

eh oh ya ppn sundal , bsk kaau jage ah eh
Klaw kau tk kene tampar , naseb kau mmg baek ah ehh (: muke kau eh mcm puki kau , sebijik saaaame , get it klaw blanq tu org laen citehr .. beyh skrg tak tentu pahsal aku kene maki ? Kiwak , muke kau mintak kene smack (:

2010-03-22T06:21:00.000-07:00

to him/her , Klaw terasehr , rasehr uh ! (: like how finakecik says
Sapehr yang mam cili , dier la yang rase pedaas ;D :
Yelah , da takot baru nak carik kwn ?
baru nak carik aku utk side korg?
PIDAH ! pikehr mane peh free peh sial , buto
gigi sua brown buat hal brown ah eh eh (:
and yeah , kau mane nak step goodgirl
kau da guilty narq step mane peh goodgirl ah eh
Kiwak , mau muntah . since ms sheela ad , Kau baeek nah
blkang ? mcm sundal sesaat (:
haha , Kekek peh kwn gune kwn ?
Nenek kaw uh eh , aku takd mase utk nieyh
Aku taknak masok campor , aku dah cuci tangan
Malas nak fightfight . (:

2010-03-22T05:46:00.000-07:00

Hellow Mellows , i unprivated my blog already .
kay shuts XDD , i private cause got lot of chaos
and my blog is so old , nvr change blogskin mahh (:
currently chatting with ahqila , riri , fina , Sharon
I rock yr 4 pants you noe , you see yr pants full of kecyk names ;DD
ahkay , just now slept at 4 am , woke at 6.45
Kiwak , but still not sleepy . I miss Hongkah you noe !
Sampai school DM memekak je whistle .. - . -"
beyh we all late , not late uh . minutes before late
so kecyk with hrna lari uh , penaat lah siyaal !
beyh da sampai hall , jumpe aku peh INA SALINAH (:
haha , funfun .. then i said to cher
me : cher , got anybody replace ms sheela ?]
cher : no
me : nobody want to see us together * sings
cher : clap* , said "you"
me : huh ?
cher : walks away
Ina : chekgu pikehr kau nyanyi lagu nobody
HAHAHAH ! beyh got like tyres mark on the floor
then me and ina said " budak tu drift pakai wheelchair"
beyh dm rounding , trying my best to make my skirt longer , took out my sexs band
and yeah , tidy up hair . some of the girls da kena caught
naseb they never check our class ;D
and hell yeh , received our new timetable
this term rocks my ass off , why ? we can sit where we want .
actually right i got more photos
but i cant upload, due to school property
so only upload two that just cannot school property ;D
i dont want to get caught
and yeah , boyf want to fetch me today
beyh ape angin he said come to this place, i said i need to jumpe chekgu lah
detention ke ape , cause got something cock-ed up (:
sorry , hrmmm . .. but at the same time , malas nak py
somemore scared .. got something . tak pahsalpahsal perot sua buncit .
paham2 je lah , so went home
luckily da balek rumah baru hujan turon siak .
eateat for awhile , then change clothes
Pahsal mummy said not good klaw mandi bile hujan
so i just sleep , then hear songs .
hrm , 3-7.45 i slept
beyh bangon , mummy looks unhappy, maybe becos i slept very late?
entah lah , i dont know
bath then play computer. i've no idea
Skrg Hongkah da maken strict , siket jehr
aha , lamelame nnti da slow uh siket ?
i dont know , pahsal tak bawak bende , kene mrh ?
(:

2010-03-19T08:41:00.000-07:00

hello korg , nieyh uh lollie ameek kesempatan update blog mlm2 pakaaai handphone , baru discover siol blei pakai internet free of charge , taakyah bayar ... Kay aku geraam siol , mummy sume kasi abg apehr abg aku naaak ! Beyh aku ? Taak boleh , mcm palapuki siaaak , went on to bed crying , saaket xiaak hati but tetap tahan uh . Beyh my abg (diehr taktawu im crying) he asked uh my hp ad pp8? I said takd , habes then bsk diehr topupkaan , haish baek sunggoh abg aku , tadi chatting with fina kecik and dee ... Haha , finaaa kaw kiut rabaaaak otey!'

2010-03-18T07:19:00.000-07:00

first part : came back already you noe .swear funfunfun ! (: lmbt eh aku balek
trained back home , went to eat first , beyh abg went to the place i ate
pikehr mum ask him to go home , but he was asking for money AHAHA
abg aku pon satu dan hanya , still can smoke in public
abg oh abg , umor blom naek ah eh eh , teehee
i gave him 1.50 , ending adding 50 cents , takperluhr
abg aku kaan , bkan abg kau . CHEY ! bobal fanatic .
hrmm , went home oh yeah maseh ingat seyh they almost tak kasi me ride
for the daytona go kart , height tak lepas
i keep begging ah eh eh , beyh i scold them , this man
came to me , he said " hey shorty " then angkat pole to measure me
then i said , i ride before lah eh eh ! smartalec uh kau
beyh he was like ?! beyh he called his manager , babi kan ?!
beyh finally the manager very kind let me in
he say if i can step on the paddle , then he let me go in
if not , brambos aku kuar ! haha , loud commotion - . -
HAHAH , hrm oh yeah tadi gado with matmats , mrepek ah eh eh
tak brsalah kene maki ? pikehr bahan free ah eh ?
they went to the pirate ship , then me and riska followed them
heres our convo :
me : eh da hal pecah buat hal pecah ah eh !
mat pecah : klaw pecah masok kan balek lah ( i dont know what its meaning - . -' )
me : eh muke kau pecah ah eh !
mat : masokkan balek lah
me : eh , muke kau pecah sampai bleh pecahkan cermin aku uh
juboh kau kat muke ah sial !
riska : datok aku lagi hensem
HAHAHAH , then we walk off , terok ah eh , beyh jumpe tetek kempis
kiwak , da tetek kempis ad hati mau pakai dress
somemore tak pakai bra or tube , its clearly seen
and one of them muke mcm keiko hachakimi ah eh !
Hahah , kekek you noe ! aku senyom , beyh bisik sama kwnkwn diehr
boleh uh tahan muke , but prangai sasuey ah eh ! (:
then raining , mcm mac chiken uh eh , went to shelter
beyh skip , took pictures bnyk you noe , no time to upload
maybe ltr or tomorrow , so wait eh . be patience for life
then took pictures, hujan suaaa habes
went haunted house , jalan in the dark
beyh org tu gy takotkan , i was in the dark nak carik way
si riri nieyh satu tayrek badan aku , cmne nak jalan ?
beyh rabiah sempat ckp " eh aku takot , aku last seyh ! "
HAAHHA , beyh this guy pop up from my view and he shout "rrrr!"
aku apeh lagi, ran to riri ngan chinese girls + guys
jatoh siol aku , saket pantat . impact hard , still hurts
haha , then playedplayed . went home
daaah tu , in the train . me and rabiah tgh listening on the earpiece
beyh takd org inside train , only one person
beyh i sing uh " wake up in the morning feeling like PD ! "
beyh this woman , looked at me , stare hard
ala , tu kau peh pahsal ah eh , kau tak suke aku nyanyi , tutop telinge , habes buku .
teehee , mate sua besar plaaaak tu
beyh joke in the train , i still can dance seyh . AHAHHA !
went eat there , beyh went home . reached home at 9.15 gituuk
hah , lambat ? mane ad (:
hahaha , pictures will be uploaded tmrw or later ah eh
mls ah aku , tgh penat . good news
AKUSUDAHDENGANCHIPMUNK
(; HIPHIPHOOOORAY ! HAHAH
happy you noe ? may we last long ah eh
sampai kawin , chey aku berperasaaaaaan juboh
da diam , shitzxcx bye
0 , 0

2010-03-16T06:43:00.000-07:00

akaaak yuyul ! (: happy birthday ah eh eh .
sudaaa 14 , teehee
haish kaak , ezlink tetap biru same like meme !
hahah , need help ? ask me alright
im here 24* hours . (;(:

2010-03-14T09:25:00.000-07:00

abg tindek his kening , KASI AKU JEALOUS ! NYEET

ignore my fugly face , i was tired at that moment

baru bangon tidor mah , HAAAAHA

hellohello(: kechique sudah balek deyh !
fuyh tiring you know , trained to pasir ris , walked there .
beyh eateat , funfunfun ! (:
i went to the swimming pool , trjumpehr nieyh mamat , sachok siol !
here is our convo
mamat : hello (: * aftr he accidently bump into me
me : haha hello luhr , sory tak sengaje uh , concentrating on the hp
mamat : takpehr2 *smile youu secondary eh ?
me : yerp , sec 1 jehr . budak baru naek
mamat : ahaha , sec 1? ferm eh ? ketot , cute giler siak .
me : look at my mom first eh
mamat : hahahaa , apehr school ?
me : Hongkah , youyou ?
mamat : * private , im sec 2
me : hahaha , okeyhlah awak nak gy my tempat back , nnti my mother risau
mamat : eh jap luhr , you single ?
me : yearp , just broke up , long story uh
mamat : haha , kasi yr number bleyh ? get in contact , me too ! baru break
tu pompan sundal .
me : you single kepehr ! takkan mamat hensem ginieyh takd org yang punye siaak !
mamat : eh eh ! im singlemingle lah,
me : hahaha , cutenyehr awak ! * exchange numbers .
mamat : kay lah , papehr msg me alright
me : byebye (:
beyh he wink at me siak , cute bodoh ! alamaak , let it be real
chipmunk is not with me anymore ):
lagipon that guy sachook babi siak , more sachok dari chipmunk
be jealous , nyeeet ! (:more pics will be uploaded soon
da la , nak off (:
and yeah , just now celebrate sister birthday too
and our theme dinner today was : hawaii
cool ah kan ? katerhkan my family . be jealous !
nyeet (:

2010-03-13T16:56:00.000-08:00

Okaay , this will be a longlonglong updation , maybe ?
see lah eyh if i got the time to update longlonglong enough ;D

to chipmunk :
im glad you are with that girl , im proud enough to see it . Thanks for being the greatest ex i ever had , i appreciate it
and thanks for being patience throughout our lovestory journey . It has ended , i lied you cried we broke up , simple right ?
): how i wish you were here , pathetic , i want to know who is that girl . gonna kick her ass out , fake .
i heard that your girlfriend was ugly , oh much pathetic alright , even my friends choose me over her .
what for having a girlfriend who is ugly ( not insulting ) and somemore prangai mcm devil
if she know you better , she will know about me too . And if she know about me , she will know about our lovestory right ?
oh my , pathetic tol uhr . im glad , yes i do .But at the same time , im sad cause i lost you , really . You meant alot
ALOT ALOT ALOT(:
remember ? my first kiss was in the rain , you kiss me on my cheeks , then after that on my lips . I remembered it , memorable (':
thanks for everything , i will remember not to swear on vulgars languages , i'll try even though its hard (':
100110 , we lose that date . we lose everything . Byebye , so long ex-boyfriend ):

to Ms sheela :
Ms sheela , come back faaaast ! i need you here , reallyreally . Want know why ? i pathetic pathetic-ly felt guilty
i scold you, talk back , throw vulgars and yeah i even laugh when you are giving me advises and etcetc .
really , i felt guilty . you will come back in 3 months , in term 3 . 3 months are like 3 years
remember the last day of school before march holidays ? i cried infront of you , feeling guilty .
i still remember that i cant cried infront of boys , i dont show my tears to boys and my weaknesses too
luckily you are a girl , phew ! teehee , though 3 months , it meant alotalotalotalotalotalotalotalotalotalot
hmm , remember that mdm usha failed my history ? and she was there, i pretended to go to mdm usha and scold her ?
but i didnt ? i cried enough , yes . somemore i wearing contact lens siaal ! hahah (:
come back fast , 1n1 need you here .

to rabiah :
hellow kawan , teehee . Goodluck with imran
study hard alright , takm pikir pahsal r/s jehr kay ? it do hurts
pain enough for me to handle it . haish , when you broke up , it do feel hurts .
Think twice before making the decision to break apart , luckily i was here to advise you
R/S meants alot alot you know , like seriously
babe , study hard and good luck with your ongoing r/s (:

to dee small :
hello bbygirl(: peacepeacepeace , teehee long enough tak chat with you huh .
damn , eventhough we fought alot i still love you , miss you for the way you are
i friend with you not because of your peoples , or such things .
you are just one brave little girl , eh salah not little (: its bigbig . teehee
sec 1 already you know , need to control
its not good to have a bad record , dee listen to my advises alright
i care enough about you , as well as aqilah (: toodles .

to aqilah :
teehee , banyak peh story pahsal dipsey and teletubbies .
ignore them lah eh , kau bobal pahsal dorg tak dpt untong nyehr ...
study hard , for a boyfriend choose the one that you know VERY well .
and yeah , i still remember . got any problems ? Go Bimla
if not happy ? go Golden Chance , teehee
what to say eh ? im out of words . sorry ..

done , just now woke up at 6 , crying
oh my , its been like weeks crying , for what siak
me myself also dont know , but i know its about him .
gaaah , you make my heart broke into pieces
but takpehrtakpehr, soon karma strikes or i revenge
even cher said that i am so revenge-ful . kay shuts .
later on , going to chalet . beyh for a family dinner
photos? maybe will be put up into blog okay , just tuned in my blog (:

2010-03-12T04:18:00.000-08:00

peoples , im sick im sick , i cried alot , kasi the credit to chipmunk alright
chip , klaw betol the story . babii ..
klaw tak , aku nak patch balek sia ..
): sampai bile ?
im sick in the name of L-O-V-E

2010-03-11T04:38:00.000-08:00

Hello ! Riri here updatingg for Lollie coz dierrh malass . HAHA ! Bloq sendiri pon malas .

Kayy diaam . Lollie ! I miss youu damn much ! Sorry tadi aku tak py mac , aku ad ccca arhh . PANTAT myerrhr cca . HHAA ! Kesiaan bloq kawan aku nie kene spaam . Tu spammer btlbtl takde life siyaahh ! Pantat . Buat bodohh suaa . Haiya , Lolliee , bile nak meet ? Dah lame siaak aku tak lepaak nan kao . Haiya , my school lifee SUCKS ! Kayy lahh , till then , BUHBYEE !

RiriRiotDoll;

2010-03-08T05:33:00.000-08:00

♦ QιLαηĐαα. says:
*psl kan, kau all the way pikir psl imran and u dun even have space for her feelings. kau tau, 9 yrs of friendship means alot to her u noe. die treasure kau alot. beh kau uat die cam gitu. kau ckp chipmunk gangster. mmglah chipmunk gngster. tu dulu. tpi chipmunk dh berubah. and chipmunk baek. not those really typical matreps. then kau slalu ckp psl pakaian die. its already good she tutop aurat. kau tkleh ckp die cam orng kafir. kau bukan tuhan. u cannot judge her like tht. aku tau ah kau alim gitu uh kan. tpi aku islam pon aku tk cam gitu. haritu lydia kasi kau present, kau ckp "brape posen tu?" kau pikir lydia tk saket hati ? kau kene pikir prasan die tau . just for ur info..
+= RabiahhhBR Rawrks =+ says:
*Aku Dha Find EMial Imp ..
* private , i edit this
♦ QιLαηĐαα. says:
*this is wat i meant. aku ckp laen kau ckp laen -.-" ahyeahye

thnks eh qilah . rabiah
Byebye eh to our 9 years of friendship
aku da malas ah nak kwn kau , kontol peh prangai
buto siol , satusatu kasi aku saket hati !!!
eh aku bukan nk compare, but i have to say this
Hongkah is better than you eh
walaupon hongkah rebellious peh tempat , dorg ad utk aku
they are there to help me , bukan mcm kau ! bodo !!!

2010-03-08T00:08:00.000-08:00

iyts a candid picture of aqilah , i love her muchmuch

2010-03-08T00:06:00.001-08:00

friend , if you dont like me wearing *these clothes
tell me right on my face alright , no need to say
" naekkan siket " , translation , " pull it up abit "
Im wondering , Are you jealous that i can wear such clothes
and you dont ?
So what if i dont wear tudong , like none of your business alright (:
Even i go out aqilah , she just shut her mouth up and pretend nothing happen
not like you , grrr !
your tudong senget or whatsoever , did i say " tudong kau tak cantek ? "
no right , appreciate it ehh *friend / enemy
when i wear clothes that you dont like , you vomit out such comments
sucha as " kau eh , taktawu tutop aurat ah ! tak tawu malu ke ? "
translation , " you dont know how to cover your body isit ? no shame ah ? "
like damn seriously , did i show my boobs ?
did i wear mini skirts until can see my butts ?
no right , so fuck it . In my whole like of 10-13
i didnt wear mini skirts , only for young ah !
Like primary 1 like that , primary 1 lahh kakk oi !
I dont know to elaborate , i only can say these
Dont act as if you are perfect , actually you are not
da tak perfect , buat hal tak perfect ahh eh (: ty but no ty
and yeah , you are just plain jealous about my life lah kan
admit it (: , like damn seriously
boys are chasing me , and no boys are chasing you
and yeah , because of my fashion ,clothes , accesories
YOU ARE PLAIN JEALOUS ! Nyeeet ! hahahahahahaahah
Aqilah , laugh with me
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAH
like damn seriously , if you dont know much about me
dont talk about me ehh !
and yeah , i hate your skool jugak ahh girl
JVS (: the soccer boys
buto ah itu soccer boys , da kalah sama hongkah buat hal kalah ah siol
Ape? hongkah cume bagos dalam bola ?
huhu , jealous kaapah !! im not bobal fanatic
but its true , herna told me about this
aku da naeekk huh !
JVS soccer boys said hongkah da lose virgin
conferm tak conferm seyhh !
Hongkah tak kacau skolah kau , better diam suaaaXD
eh , better dari skolah kau
taktawu malu , depan hongkah got this block , not yet sure about the number uh eh
beyh me and chipmunk was walking , he was sending me home , sweet<33
beyh , got this couple , wearing JVS P.E shirt , yang the old one
they were kissing and motek-ing
i was like , huh ? kesian eh takd rumah
nak buat , buat lah kat tangge , pikehr freeshow pehh kat public
Nyeeeeeet , tetap aku ngan chipmunk tak buat sampaai gituk ehh !
Jvs soccer boys , you suck to the core
da kalahh kan ngan hongkah , buat hal kalahh suaaaaXD
tak puas hati ,blei bobal sama kita
pintu gate hongkah slalu bukak ehh , cume tinggal ckp bende yang korg nak
teehee
eh korg , niari i felt diff .. i dont know why ?
hmm , shake head with me
you see , the computer screen head shakeshake , haahaha
aqilah joget tango ...
hmm , i tell you what happen this morning , scary experience

I was getting ready for school , then i was in a rush you see
i went to my brother room to get my hairband cause i left it there
then i went to kitchen , to look at my contact lens at the bigbig mirror
then i saw my father entering the kitchen , i kept quiet
I was walking , my father was filling his cup with coffee drinks
Beyh i quickly walk to mother room to do my hair there
cause i looked at the time, nearly 6.30
I entered my mother room , shockingshocking
I saw my father in bed siaa , somemore he still sleeping like
so comfortable . Muke aku da pucat lesing siaa
Who sia at the kitchen? somemore , muke exactly same as my father sia
aku da , wthwthwth !!!@@#$$
nak ckp brani , bleh tahan but still takot uh
mcm trauma siol , but tetap lollie kene bertaaahan
ah ghee . ..

eh da , tu my experience
waiting for aqilah to online seyh ):

2010-03-07T06:16:00.000-08:00

hello (: greetings `
eh mcm nieyh computer respond balek , k diam
today went to jp with rabiahhh (:
had a fun time , but diehr irritating siket uhh
Mcm nak judge2 clothings aku sexy
Rabiah , nobody perfect
" Setiap kebaikkan , mesti ada keburukkan . Setiap keburukkan mesti ada kebaikkan "
stuck that phrase well in your head
Rabiah still not sure what to buy for Imp
fer my chipmunk<3 , i dont buy him any presents ayy ;DD
i patch up with him sua , i bet that his greatest gift of all
be jealous bby , Teehee
for my sister , i ask nadiah to do something <3
tmrw monday , im so not looking forward .
NOT , im looking forward for school but not monday only wednesday and friday
cause wednesday strts late ! monday , bag heavy ):
teehee , aku rindduh chipmunk , keiko , qilah and hell yeah SALINAH (:
big hooray tmrw im seeing her alright , but lessons killing me siaa !
Kay shutup , oh tmrw will be the worst day ever ):
i will cry non stop , trust me
i'll cry for this whole week .. serious ... tgk eh apehr jadiey besok !

teehee , two more days to my big day
* evil smile . kay dada !
aku better get my ass on to sleep
it has been a great day for me

Moral of the story : never judge a person , each and everyone has feelings
If you judge them , and they felt insulted . How about you , im sure you will be feeling your ass on guilty (:
and yeah , nobody perfect .. like this phrase meaning " every goodness will always have its badness . Every badness will always have its goodness "
english aku tgh haos , i should have get more water .
byebye ! im trying to chnge lahh aqilah oi (:

2010-03-06T02:47:00.001-08:00

niariey stay home , due to girls thingy & no mood
These few days feeling abit .. angry , hot tempered always
Nowadays i keep talking back to my mom , argh !
and hell yeah , i can even scold my brother thousand words
as he scold me of using his earpiece , whatever lahh kankan * evil smile

Another 3 more days to bby birthday (:
here is some words for you incase on that day i didnt update alright ? (:

Bby , i know you are so worried . And yeah , you are trying to protect me
But .. bbyy i appreciate it all
True speaking from my heart , i love you but it just that im not ready
Old times, i lovelove you ! like damn seriously
beyh now ? you love me instead . Cute pehhr cite = . =
bby , insyaallah i make you happy on that day alright
9/3 as known as 9 march .. syg , remember ?
you kept my ezlink , my wallet and so on
i kept your things (:
thanks for controlling me when im " wild "
remember the day bby? at camp , i fought with one of my friend
and kept msg-ing you ? you keep scolding me as i throw vulgars on her
and to you too .. i swear bby , each day
I will think about you and yeah , my love for you is much more stronger
each day
100110 is still kept , and i know its alive (:
but bby , yes i know its ruined now as i broke yr heart manymany times D;

I break with you , go for another guy as i pitied him muchmuchmany !
but its true what nana notty said , i pitied him and i didnt pitied you
the day i msg you asking for a break , you said this
" whats my wrongdoing to you ? "
translation*
Ahh bbyy ! aku rindduh kau bnyk2 , and yeah i miss your kisses
The first kiss i received (: i miss it alotalotalotalot
and hell yeah , some hongkah girls trgile2 for you , but kau milik aku
bukan dorg ah kann (:

2010-03-04T05:27:00.001-08:00

Huhu (:
today fun like hell siol

Anyway , to 123
eh name "sedap" , name kau mane letak
parents kasi name beyh tak pakai
bodoh sia , buang duet parents kau jehr
buat birth certificate , eh aku nak step ?
nak act apehr lahh siol ? aku bukan Lydia Asyikin ah seyh !
salah org eh gerl , Aku Lydia----- , bukan Lydia Asyikin
so i guess you got the wrong person lahh hunney . teehee
Anyway, asl tak letak name ? you dare to spam my blog
beyh tak nak letak name ?! bodoh sia, otak letak kau juboh siol .
puki kecot ehh bby ?
13 ? so im thirteen , ad menyusahkan kau ? tak kann
Age doesnt matter alright , Ex aku 16 siol
it doesnt separate us , so you comment gituk mcm
it means you are much older , much older prangai sasuey gini ?
merepeek siol , dont test my patience alright
and hell yeah " dont judge a book by its cover "
Sayang , dont badmouth people
you yourself taarq perfect eh , im not perfect
I am who i am , dont judge me lahh kaan ;DD

today was fun , had out math test
Fuyh , bleh tahan senang susah
but mostly was susah , haha total marks 40
beyh cher say who get 30 and below fail
our class standard must be 30 and above
maak ai , bleyh pengsan siol
science aku pass , YAY (: 16/25
happy or what ? hahahha , but susah
i mark aidil peh paper , kesian banyak salah *shake head
tu lah kau , tgk banyak porn kaan . ..
haha , science ART was the best ;D
kesian salinah , aku mrh the boys
beyh salinah kene mrh , bodoh sia taktawu bezakan suare aku ngan Ina
haha , beyh ina dah hilang mooood ;DD
Ms sheela , you made our bags heavy seyh
backbone aku patah amaciam ? sapehr nak tanggong
JOKING .. hahah , just now met rabiah
beyh slacked with aqilah and diyanah for awhile
beyh went home , rabiah treat my slurpee .
wee , haha balek rumah change clothes go out with rabiah jap
gy jurong west ... abeyh jalan2 carik pahsal .
OKAY NO ;D
OH MY , tmrw malay
i hate malay , i love malay but the teacher. .
damn , i really hate the teacher alot siol , not only me eh
ONE CLASS , JELINGJELING .
yokk ah cher maen the jeling game, who menang ..

2010-03-03T04:15:00.000-08:00

Pee/Ass : Chipmunk birthday is getting nearer
Saaayanng kau banyaakbanyaak , he is the front guy wih black shirt ;D

Grrr ! Noted : chipmunk birthday another 6 more days
Sister birthday : 12 more days . I thought 5th march siol
But mother said it was 15th march , lucky didnt buy present earlier
Today was ... How should i say ? FUN + Angry lahhr kankaan ;D
i prefer yesterday .... but tmrw will be the fun day afterall
Okay tomorrow have art , my favourite subject . beyhh Maths sampai recess ;D

TODAY (:

PE , wow i fall alot of times , and Salinah was there laughing her ass out
kurangasam pehh anak ! Grr , we did Long Jump , beyh played some games
I SWEAR IT WAS FUN , but the kening girl spoiled my mood
Beyh Salinah was there thinking she was the principal ... - . -" HAHAH

SCIENCE

WOW , CIKOPEK PEH LESSONS , but i enjoyed it quite well ;D
There was science test , i admit i didnt study ;D
I asked classmates , they also didnt
Sekawan Segiler , SehatiSejiwer ;D

RECESS

BINGET ! tibe2 nampak upper sec peh jantans
fuyh , hot siol . but hell yeah , nonono ! ;D im not interested lahh kankan

HISTORY

was laughing my ass out , but Mdm Usha made Salinah angry
Cause Farisha used Salinah hp to hear some songs
beyh mdm usha spot it , mdm usha gy tayrek it
Beyh farisha tayrek balek , fuyh mcm nak join kaki skali XDDD
beyh Salinah mengamok siol

ENGLISH

wow ? nothing to elaborate. . .
AFTR SCHOOL
Macdonald , lepak with admira herna Junadiah and Salinah
Beyh we are sitting beside a Hua yi guys , upper sec i guess?
Kiwaak , he always says this " mak aku katerh .. . . . .. "
Beyh admira mcm ckp gituk , beyh we laugh ahh !
beyh Budak2 Hua yi tu gi ckp " ktawe ah ktawe ! "
beyyh Ina mulot siol gy ckp " Jom bersuke rie ! "
HAHAHAHAHAH , beyh they leaved macdonald
We all shouted at them , not shout ah . Talk loudly to them
" MAK AKU KATEHR , TAK BOLEH BALEK LAMBAT . KENE BALEK CEPAT "
HAHAHAH
Met Riska and all . Hazwani pinjam hp aku
beyh kasi aku , aku check DARAH UP ! taknak elaborate here ..
Beyh khairiz ngan kwn2 diehr ngah dudook2 sumehr
kenduri , chey mcm phm eh aku . kenduri kat macdonald XDD
Aiz tibe2 tnye " Kau suke sape ? "
i answered , entah . Tanye soalan yang sungguhh ...
Beyh syahidah ckp yang MT cher say i biadap
SO ? APEHR AKU HERAN SIOT , anyway thanks syah for the info
Cher , kau jeling2 kat aku . Abeyh kau sndiri ajak kite sopan and etcetc
Beyh you jeling , fine ah cher . Aku jeling kau eh ! ;D
Yok kite maen the " jeling " game ;D
Beyh slacked blakang poly , damn it !
tak cayehr sua , muke lawar but berperangai !
Damn , amek sua . diehr rosakkan kau , aku taknak tolong
beyh go home with herna and her friend

DONE ;D , tomorrow will be the fun day for the week ?
Cant conferm ;D tomorrow Maths test
TAK SABAR ;D , da byebye

2010-03-02T17:05:00.000-08:00

teteetekbobooom ;DD
AHAHA , bye peoples
tomorrow will be updating again or either tonight ?
see if i got the mood
Now , 9:06am havent yet go school
need to assemble by 9:30
so got alot of time ah , shake legs*
HAHAH (:

2010-03-02T02:12:00.000-08:00

To the fucker bitches who hate me
And talk behind my back
Here a few words for you

Sucha cowards arent you ? Hate me , do my face show care?
Love me , oh thanks .
Dont hate me because you cant compete ;D
all i can say , you all such a sore loser lah kaan ;D
secondary 1 bobal pahsal org blakang2
If you all ad pukies / cocks
Silekan bobal depan aku , im a strong girl
Please eh , dont badmouth me ;D
Kitties arent you ?
aku bahan hot topic eh kat skolah ?!
Hahha so what? like my face show care
You all eh benci aku , only a numbers
Who cares about me , ehh i got banyak org lah siol
TO THIS FUCKERS :J , M , A , H
Bobal mehh depan aku , sinieyh ah
puki kecot peh sial ?
buto ,2010 lahh sayang oi !
bobal cock pahsal aku ? TAK PERLUHR PUNYAHR STUFFS ;DDD
In primary school , i may have a bad record
of involving in fights
But yeah , im in the first class ;D
I fight with a reason
I do things with reason
Korang piss me off , korg dapat ehh
GIRLS , dgr taw? klaw aku da buat
jangan menyesal , and complaint to your boyfriend
Chipmunk and my bbygirls is behind my back
I wont fall ;D

And yeah , Ade Chandra told me just now

that time he went to bubbletea

and he heard this one group talking about me

Fuyh , aku hot eh skrg ;DD

Ade chandra told me yang dorg bobal pahsal aku

bilehr primary school times

Bende dulu , nak bukak sekarang ?!

otak letak kat manehr siol , kat pantart kau ah sial

Ade Chandra told me yang the group of people

saying about me having attitude problem during primary school

Like hell yeah , SO ?!

i dont go with trend , i follow my own preferences ;D

da la korg , korg puki kecot

bobal pahsal aku ? depandepan eh

itu pon klaw ad puki or whatsoever ;D

dont be sucha sore loser alright hunneys ?